Sunday, October 12, 2008
i nvr worried abt things so much until i started a permanent job.
gawd. this worrying feeling is awful. =C i have regressed into playing collapse to de-stress. finally score one millon points~! YA! though my index finger hurt.
I recently know some1 who is actually quite sweet and just generally A Good Guy. but Good Guy gets dumped and there is no happy ending. that is the experiences in life. i guess there is nothing rewarding to be Good person... ppl think u r easy to bully and cheat, think you say-yes to everything.
i dont really undestand why that friend insist on thinking of the other party as a good person too, esp since it wasnt a mutual decision? as a friend, really want to see him to move on. dwelling in the past is just a bad way of living life. to me, if u were dumped, u remain dumped. hahaha. guess, it sounds harsh. but how often do you pick up something u thrown away months ago??
anyway, i fully understand its none of my business. its kinda sad and sweet to know there are so many eat-love peeps out there though.
Saturday, October 04, 2008
its uncontrollable who and what of i think of,
of whose eyes and smile do i remember.
of whose arms and embrace do i want to hide under.
thoughts in my waking moments just kind of wonder...
to you.