ROCK ON in style.
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
i duno what should be the title of this entry. what i am gona blog is so mundane lah.

today is another boring day with shoes pinching my feet. my feet feel tortured. they are screamin for help which i so pointedly ignore. i NEED to season the shoes. so i shall endure......

i UPsize my McD value meal today. why would i even mention it? this is because it is like the first time i upsize since .........the beginning of the time. no lah. hahah. since the beginning of the year.

had been nursing a craving for the McD fries. so i upsize lOr. the fries was my main course and the dippers the side which i didnt even touch. i tah-bao instead.

then we are talking about plans for the 2 month break. so have to save and save the money now so tht can enjoy during the TWO MONTH break . we all deserve it SOOOO much.

anyway.i fell alseep during the azhar ica 2. i really duno the ans lah. i tried thinkin but no use leh. so just sleep lor. =(. i am too tired. yesterday after helping out at the concert, i rush home then sleep liao. never study test. my eyes so tired. i need to wear specs.

kind deed of the day.
doer:lincoln.
what deed; he helped us count the surveys. whhahaha. which has absolutely nothing to do with him. and he could have just gone home. so yah. i feel llike i ought to give him a honourable mention too.

kindness just SHOULDN'T be taken for granted.

6:49 PM

Tuesday, June 28, 2005
i wore my brand new white pointy shoe with ribbons to school coz i wanted to dress to impress the interviewers for A-team.

after 1/2h of leaving the house, my toe hurts. after i reached school, i rushed to the toilet to put the plasters.

SO PAIN> OMG>!!!SO PAIN LAH.

lucky i have some wonderful friends like A, who helped to get some small things done due to the fact i rather cry than walk.

so yah, i am greatful for the fact that u ordered tea instead of coffee ( accidentally ), and you help mi scan card despite the fact u already scan yours. thanks!


so after school, there was a 3 hours lapse before the stupid interview, so us gals went to .............orchard to shop lah. what else? lol. it is THE GSS!

but my first item was plasters.
my second purchase items was a black pair of slippers @ NUVO. it gave mi temporary relief. by the time i reach home... the freakin strap cut into my skin. PAIN again.

anyway. the interview.
they made it sound like they wuld treat us as a bunch of circus performers. will ask us to sing and dance.

but somehow, in my case... they didnt ask mi to perform leh. quite easy lah, overall. i didnt meet those challenging interviewers in KK's case. who kept pestering him to show off his talents. mine just ask mi what kind of interest i had.* phew*

mine was also like, polite and nice and...bland? whatever.

anyway, dun really feel like they r very enthu to accept mi . maybe coz i ...got no time to commit?? i found out in stagearts TMT that they rather choose some1 who could commit than some1 who had better experience.

hmmm. i told them i got SU and i am already year 2.... i think is....40/60 bah.

10:28 AM

Sunday, June 26, 2005

the broKen Ginger Bread Man, he lost one of the arm in an accident( which i later ate) and Weili broke off his other good arm to try the taste. and i broke his body after i set him down on the table too hArd. omg...being GingerBreadMAn is TraGGICc, man... Posted by Hello

6:31 PM


Before i devOurrr the Poor Man, i shall take a photo with U..=) Posted by Hello

6:25 PM


can U see? one is PeRRfect( after many tries. while the other met accident again)=( Poor sibling. one is gonna be sold. and the other one? i am bring it hOMe!! Posted by Hello

6:24 PM

Thursday, June 23, 2005
was talking to nicholas in Msn for a grand total of 5 minutes. before he abruptly offlined.

in the space of 5 min,

i said 'Shut up' about 4 times.

i said " i dun wan to talk to you." about 4 times.

all the while, he was trying to get to simmer my anger. actually. i also not angry. but lincoln said to make him learn his lesson for being so 'abusive'. i should " ignore him for a few weeks."

lol. hmmmmmmm/. should i take up his advice? i dont think so. i am just not a petty person in my heart despite what i am doing to poor nick.

whahahahah. i am sorry. i am just s0 mean. Mean is Me.

8:57 PM

i said to blogged abt nicholas goh, like a few weeks ago.

but i always got better things to write abt and skipped him as a topic. now he shall receive the honour of mi devoting an entire columm to him.

what i know about hiM.
1) he is 23 this year.

2) he is in the same camp as the army guy yiting is fated with.

3)he is oh-so lame.

4)he can make me laugh.

5)he can ride and probably own a bike.

6)he is in ECC sch of engine.

7) he run before a fairly successful business.

8) he is oh-so childish.

and there is nothing significant about him except that i like to talk back to him.
lol. somehow i am very acidic to him and what he says. maybe he is older and i like to challenge him and make him look bad , ( and not to mention StuPId.)

lol. its very fun to me. i think its like a mind game or something.

anyway. i guess i overdid it ... with my sarcasm or something. it was my erhhh....87th sarcastic retort at him of the day. he crumpled a piece of paper into a ball and aimed it at my head.

i of coz, tried to duck it.

and that ball of paper hit my eye as i was playing Monopoly in the club room.

i was so SHOCKED and STUNNED that i had tears forming in my eyes.

i could feel the tears forming and my eyes getting more and more wet by the second. i was so so so afraid that i am gona cry in front of them. thanks to this stupid nicholas.

anyway. as the paper hit mi and i cried out ( in shock , it wasnt pain) , he rushed to mi in a hurry to apologize. and he cupped his hands in front of my face , as if to catch my tears when they fall.
as if my tears are so precious to him.* hmph*

i tried my best to slapped him away . and rushed to the toilet. the tears finally fell when i was out of the room. * phew*

and when i came back from the toilet. he was outside waiting for mi. apologizing profusely. as if it can change the fact he made mi cry!!!!!!!!!!!! he put his hand on my shoulder, all buddy-buddy like, and apologize again.

he said;" hey, one love K? it was an accident . i didnt mean it." with a big idiotic ( probably it was an apologetic )s mile on his face.
and proceeded to hug mi. or rather, attempted.

as if i would like him hug mi. i pushed him away just like those girls in MTV who had some1 no good picking them up.

but whatver.
i told ben he is an over-abusive, idiotic jerk. ben snickered and luffed.
nicholas went :"huh, what did she SAY???? what did you say? tell mi!!!"

6:26 PM

Monday, June 20, 2005
i guess the no 1 thing i hate people doing when in MSN is...

ASKING ME FOR MP3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dun mind receiving when the other person auto. but i hate giving. i DETEST IT.

but i never tell those freakin people coz i noe they dun understand Y i feel this way.

to them, i am making a mountain outta a mole hill. i freakin KNOW.

so what am i so hang up over sharing my MP3 with the other people?

becoz.

i guess i am EXTREMELY SELFISH OF MY MP3.
i am a selfish idiot. who hates sharing my efforts. and MY MUSIC.

i mean. Y cant they DL themselves? is it sOOO hard? Y must i give them mine when they could find it themselves? what i like, i prefer to keep it my own. somehow, while i dont mind lending a CD, i hate giving a MP3.

and sseriously, i duno y i am sO pissed off.

its sorta funny when i think abt it. i've got too many fetish. about my likes and dislikes.

guess the bottom line in this case is that i CANT freakin STAND too-pid FREE-RIDERS.


sO remember. DONT ASK Me FOR MP3.

9:18 PM

Description of Your First Name of: Huibee

Although the name Huibee creates the urge to be both logical and technical, we emphasize that it causes a restless intensity that defies relaxation.

Your first name of Huibee has made you
desire system and order and to progress step by step,
yet you are taken into new experiences, turmoil,
a nd change and rarely can you fully complete an undertaking to your satisfaction.

You are extremely analytical and sometimes critical of both others and of yourself, and must guard against sarcastic speech and temper.


Description of Your First Name of: Eve
Though the name Eve creates the urge to be creative and original, we call attention to the challenge of controlling temper as a result of a highly intense, dissatisfied, and restless quality.


Your first name of Eve has given you energy, drive, and ambition, but also an almost excessively strong-willed and independent nature. While you are creative, inventive, and ingenious in practical matters, and always ready to initiate and promote new undertakings, you often experience difficulty in bringing your undertakings to a successful conclusion because of your own changing interests or changing circumstances.

actually. almost all the personality / hororscope tests or analysis i taken,
all said that i am creative AND inventive. but i dun think its true leh. i am NOT creative. at least i dun think so. and so far, i am NOT.

lol.

but the rests r pretty spot on. i mean......Sarcastic is MY middle name. it practically has a pic of mi next to it in the dictionary!
and i AM always changing my mind. so damm capricious. my frends all say i am unpredictable.....
and i am independent, coz i can do things aloNe. like, shoPPing.whaha. just did that like yesterday?

so yah. the analysis is so true it is to some degree freakin and disturbing.

7:13 PM

my 2 weeks of holiday and already, one has gone.
how time flies regardless whether it had been fun or not.)=

there is only 6 days left.
of which i will be working on 3 days.
going to sch for project for 1 day.( or more )
going to sch for CCA for 1 day.
going to go shopping or beach or anywhere for the sheer pleasure o f it.............................

............................... when? when? when can i go beach and unwind and destress and JUST HAVE SOME FREAKING FUN????!!!



when the sad truth is, i have no friends to go out with mi.

there! i admit it. i am just a loser whose schedule cant fit into any one else's. sigh.

.
.
.


this morning during work, i ask my supervisor if there any meaning in what she was doing.
she said: " no leh. there is like, no meaning in life." with no ounce of regret.

sigh, have we become like rats who just work and work and dunno what is the purpose of enjoying living?

i am only 18 and already , i fear that when i die, i had lived and accomplish NOTHING and just graduated into the past tense. but if i think abt the meanin of purpose of MY life, i cant come up with any ans.

meaning to say.
i am aimless in my life right now.


how sad is that?
.
.
.


and my love life. or the lack of it.

i told roy that if he can stay smoke- freee for 3 months...
i will CONSIDER GIVING HIM A CHANCE.

when the 3 months come and gone, i wonder will i really accept him.

at this point of time,. i am thinkin NOT. and if i dont. y do i even bother askin him to go thru all this?

that night, i look at him, look at his eyes and i know i dont like him.
and i told him that.

so once again., i played the bad guy and just told him straight out I DONT LIKE YOU>,<.
and ................yah, he gave the crap about give-mi-a-chance-to-prove-you-wrong , how-can-you-reject-mi-without-really-knowing-mi............. so whatever. between my 5 projects and going shopping, i have no extra energy to deal with a maths problem which i dunno how to solve.



my new found method of losing weight.

Dont buy food!!!!!!! whahahah.. this is THE Great Singapore Sale anyway. can use the money to buy the things.

so far, i have some conquests such as
1)Body Shop lip gloss. $9.90. Usual price $19.90
2)Body Shop Strawberry (!!) lotion $9.90 U.p$15.90
3)S & K pants. $25 U.p...dunno, $30?
4)Tank Top, brandless $10
.
.
.
.
.
soon to buy.....
5)2 S & K T-shirts. $18

MAybe will buy
6)bag for sch use . budget:15
7) shoes for sch use, budget 15.



if i buy everything, i will spend
9.90 +9.90 +25 +10 +18+30 =87.80

wow. hahaha. but i spend til like, very shiock like dat, lol. and STILL never hit hundred.lol.

and i will continue to spend. coz will be going shopping soOOOn. ^.^

Not a lot laH.^_^




5:53 PM

Wednesday, June 15, 2005
bad things........

numero UNO
-i feel crappy.U_N_H_A_P_P_Y>>>>>>> dont feel like doing anything. supposed to do research and survey. but i just am NOT UP FOR IT. sigh. really got low energy level. today is NOT my day...

numero DOS
- i lost my diskette which contains my IMC's research. and i have to start over again...which leads to the first feel-like-crap reason.

numero tres
-i read my bro's ex blog and apparently she lost weight til she is like thirty nine kg!!!!! how come? its sOOO OMG. can? i should get a grip and hurry lose my extra kilos. haiiiiiiii.

8:49 PM

yesterday was tuesday. and i had work.

and i knew roy was gonna wait for mi after work. i didnt reply his sms, and i just kept my eyes riverted on daphe's back. i didnt dare look actually. i dun really wanted to deal with him, in front of others.

and apparently he feels the same way.

but whatver. i didnt see him in my very narrow line of vision so i could honestly assume he wasnt there. i even boarded the train wondering if i left him behind at the train station and what i should do if that really was the case. (HAHA).

he saw mi, all right and even boarded the same train. now, his next task was to wait till daphe allights and he can come find mi..........among the mass of bodies squeezed in the train cabins.

its sorta ......poetic? movie-ish? one person finding another one in a train full of people. i can just imagine it being a scene in a movie. whahahah. but it didnt seem so likely once we reached yishun.

that's when he found me anyway.


and............ok lah. just make small talk lor. i wasnt very nervous or whatver. i know he is a CMI, despite the fact that i do like him as a friend.

and he wanted to send mi home.


FAT CHANCE.


lol. for some reason, i dun like people sending mi home. esp guys. esp guys who is........erM, wants to send mi home coz of......other less friendly reasons.

i tend to keep them at least at a trian's length.

like, literately.


he followed mi outta the train station even tho i told him to just go home. he is hopeless. he is clueless in woodlands. i could bring him to kranji and he will believe me its part of woodlands.

MAUHAHAHAH. dont worry. i didnt waste my energy to do that.

so i just walked him one circle before walking back to the train station. and he had no choice but to be send home by the girl he had originally wanted to send home.

its quite hysterically funny, as i told him yesterday night. lol.

dont you think?


today is wednesday. and i reallly think i have such nice lecturers!

SSL made choc fudge for us to eat. so nice right?
she told mi its a theraputic action for her. she likes making and creating things. hahah. good for her and good for us. its a win win situation.

and we also went to find JoHN HO. his office always got those funny cartoons . i like his office. hahha. provides lots of comic relief/.=)

and also wendy-i-forgot-the-surname. she is so funnny. i think i caught her pointing middle finger again...almost. very nearly.......hhaha.

and then VC. haha,. she also very cute. offered us gummy bear to eat^nice^.

oh yah. anyway, i went to collect my Giondano pants. but cant. coz after 4 days, they still never shipped it to CWP from JP. ( i am being sarcastic ... here.)

i kept temper sia. i never turn acidid on them when they talked to me. i am so proud of myself.

5:42 PM

Sunday, June 12, 2005
today is sunday and i dun have to work. and i even get to use the comp now!!!!
hMMmmmm.....life is good. haha.

i am very very happy with my new zen neoon. its nothing fancy, and also fairly dummy proof, very suitable for computer idiots for girls like me. i suffer positively none from cognitive dissonance.( did i spell it right? who cares. muahaha.)

hmmmm. i would the ppl at creative branding and targeting is doing its job well.

i went to creative HQ with SH coz he wanted some1 to go with him when his friend last min pangseh him. i, of coz, know the meanin of brother-and-sister hood, so i went with him lor.

despite the fact i had to wake up AT EIGHT AM ON A SATURDAY MORNING AND ONLY WENT TO SLEEP AT THREE ......i need my sleep ok? but nvm, i can deal=)

so we met at 9 am, reach there at 10am only to find out the customer service opens at 11. good. good. waste my sleep. and when he finally got his diagnosis for his spoilt MP3, he realized it wasnt worth it to get his fixed there since his warranty has run out.

so.....all in all, it was fairly a wasted trip. but then we went jurong point, and had a short shopping trip. i bought a pair of cargo at Giodano. whahahhaa. and yah, i am so happy to find out that i still fit into size 25!!!!!!!!!!!

whahhaha. muahahhhahaa.

phew.^_^.


and then, SH waited for me to go home together after work, coz he also in town after his freinds gathering. i wonder how many cigarettes he used up that day. in the morning, he had 2.

(TWO!!!!!!! ............ i wanted very very much to smack him. he asked me for permission to smoke somemore. how can i say no? its a free country anyway.)

that of oz, generated a lot of buzz, abt him being my bf. whahahahhaha. so funny lah. at least to me. and of coz, SH said y i never intro the girls i noe to him.

so......... i will try to fix him up with daphe. whahahahha. muahahahha.

the tables r turned, man. daphe is now on the receiving end. she had so much fun quizzing abt SH. so ......yah. i shall see how her response is. i forsee a lot of blushing and laughing.




and roy.

sigh. he is like a maths problem which i duno how to solve. and I AM BAD WITH MATHS.

he is like, completely and utterly nutreal with the appearance of SH. he NEver question abt SH. ( i guess, he had no need to, since daphe did the dirty job for him...) but he told me , he is sad.

and for some reason. i feel bad that he feel sad.

i dun1 him to feel sad. but there is nothing i can do. i want more than anything to be his friend, totally plationic, with no strings attached. i want to help him quit smoking. and he is not a light smoker lor.

am i rejecting him? seems like a sure CMI. but still. i am a bit hesistant for some unknown reason.

why ?

WHY?


Y DO ALL the guys i noe after i turn 18, smoke like hell?

1:55 PM

Saturday, June 11, 2005
actually, the whole club crawl is more fun than i expected. i had fun there , koping stuff at SU for myself and others, talking to the freshies, promoting and persuading to join the clubs... ahhhahaha, the diff people , i met made it really fun.

firstly at the debates club.
actually, i had nothing to do with it, til nick sms mi kind last min. but i am such a nice soul, haha, just go help him out lah.

melissa was alreadythere. she said she wan to matcmake mi with her god-brother since both of us are single... huh?

i asked y and she said coz i am a nice girl......AAAAAAAaWWwwww...(*blush*) hahahha. funny lah. then i told her, just leave it to fate lah. since we both believe in it.

debates is a poor thing lah. and i also dun really wan to promote it to people who dun appreciate it. i think all the yr one guys CMI , man, all sOOOOO beng. i told melisa. that none of the yr 1 guys has the posh-and-intellect ZX-factor of the 3 monkeys.

i think the debates club can forget about winnin medals unless got miracle lah. sounds mean, but really, thats what i think.

STUDENTSI' union
totally different story. there like picnic seh. very happy. haha. got mars bar and snickers and sweets. hahahha. and a lot of people wan to join which is very good lah. the more the better.
hahahaha.

and yah, i met some nice people who willingly gimme their snickers bar! hahah. they are nice guys. make mi so embarrassed for being so so greedy. hahahah.sorry man, if i ever bump into ya, i make sure i give something back also.=)

in the end, i told xinhui that we aim for cute guys only, since we got more than enough members anyway, hahahah. too bad also no cute guys for us to aim.

so all in all, it was fun being in the club crawl. my name was part of the in-charge list, i feel more like a helper lah. really embarrassed by myself. hahahah.
yaah. i dun regret it now.it is fun fun fun. lots of cool memories!

work today was.......fun.....in a way. i was in a good mood anyway. hahah. coz i went to buy the neoon mah. i finnalllly got a mp3 player liao. got a bit discount somemore. hahahahaha.

and my old friend from swenson also met up with mi.

turns out today, every1 at the famous amos had some plans of some sort. lucky i had one. or else i would feel like a loser ............. i told my friend this.
and he said :" even those also wan to competee??!! girls.-.-"

really mah. i dun1 to be the odd one out mah.

and i bet tml when i go back, they would ask mi, if that guy was my boyfriend. whahahhaha. sure 1. if not... i would be impressed by their new found state of maturity.

anyway, roy was puffing away when i went away with my friend. and he told mi he wanna quit. i know he also has some plans. i bet its mahjong lah.lol. ( and yah, he like mi. but i dun like him.) i wonder if he smoke coz he is angry at mi? duno lah, i half expected a sms from him, askin mi is that my boyfriend. but there is none. so...........what does this mean? i know i am over-analyzing but tis a bad habit of mine.......

anyway, i met up with SH and after much changing-of-my-mind, i finally decided to go cafe cartel to eat my supper.( initially, i said macdonald. -.-, like dat might as well go NYP eat right?)
hah. he almost give up on mi after changing my mind so often lah.

and we just play catch up. mostly mi talkin since he in NS, everyday also the same. hahhaha.
he seems surprised by how much i noe he is thinking. actuallly half the time, its not that i KNOW what he is thinking, i just happen to make a coorrrecct assumption.

muahahahaha. moi feel so happy and clever right now.





suddenly i feel that my tao hua yun is not bad.... i wish i can finally have the feeling again and finally have bf all over again................

2:11 AM

Wednesday, June 08, 2005
i happeed to read this in the friendster bullentin just now... and its meand for the guys to read it...( so Y did i eVen bother?)

Message:
When a girl looks down,
It means she's uncomfortable.

When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full ofquestions,
She is wondering how long you will be around.

When a GIRL answers, "I'm fine" after a fewseconds,
She is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lies on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says, "I love you",
She means it.

When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future.

.When a GIRL says "I miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more than that.

When a GIRL is jealous about other people seeing you more than she does,
its because she loves you and misses you so much.


sigh ... so sad right? when the guys dun get it.

finished editing but most of the work was done by jia li and siti///////// So So SorrY, man.
computers just aint to be shared.

and i also finished the SU sandwich board. which i cheong doing it yesterday night.
damm freaking tired lah. i never cheong so hard for my ica even.

but i kinda enjoy it? had to paint mah...so i took out my hardened postal paints and tried to use them again. felt like secondary sch art project and as usual, i ended up with pain streaks all over my hands and legs. hahahahah.

and yah, was very tired. so glad when i finished and could go to bed. but ALAS......., my blocked nose was SO SO SO irritating can?

my nose was all blocked by the stupid phelgm. i felt suffocated. so lucky i am not dead yet lah and to some extent, i am quite surprised i managed to catch some sleep...

5:12 PM

Tuesday, June 07, 2005
i have flu and cough and a sligh slight fever. i wish its high fever so that i have a legitimate excuse to skip school and work.

so since i am such a hardworkin person, i went to sch AND work, coughing and sneezing and just feelin not-so-good about myself. and yah, sincerely, i just wish i will worsen my situation and just get SICK. i never wanted to be sick so much in my life...

and then roy had to go and buy the cold-panodol for me. ehhhhh.....it is a sweet and thoughtful gesture, i admit. but as mi, K and M had discussed earlier , Guys who do such nice, sweet things usually have a motive.


so, i am guessing, does he have a motive????????
not to mention, he keeps askin mi out on sunday.which i repeatedly rejected. which of coz i feel very bad about. but hey!- i am such a nice and proper girl who doesnt go out with strangers esp boys.......( hahahahahah!)

truthfully, i dunno what to think of him. i know him too little to make any judgement. and yah, i am kinda scared of him by virtue of the way he looks...

the worse thing is, he never come out right and comfess! so.......... yah, ultimately, i could be fretting over needlss things.

11:04 AM

Sunday, June 05, 2005
ohkay... my friends at work are spicing up their lives at the expense of.....ME!!!!!!

they are thinking that mi and that new guy , roy, clicked too well..........lol.( to which i retort, BUT I ONLY WORK WITH HIM ONE TIME SO FAR.........). so Daphe said, if i liked him, i should admit it.

unfortunately, i dont.
one thing. he is a Smoker. and he smoke in front of mi.which i detest.
and he has some questionable work ethics.

sO, i feel that the whole we-clicked issue, its just incredibly ludicrous. OK? HEARD THAT?

so u see, thats y i believe in karma. i also entertained myself at the expense of teasing Daphe.
now its coming back to me. but there is a new girl coming.

lets see what happens then......=)

did i mention i went to ask about my beloved zen NeOOn.
i met the most freaking idiotic and ignorant salesperson in my entire lifetime so far can?

I want to let him that noe that......
zen NeOOn........
IS NOT A FREAKIN NEON STICK AND CAN YOU PLEASE GO UPDATE YOURSELF ON YOUR PRODUCT KNOWLEDGE>.
if i wan a neon stick, why would i go to ur shop???????-.-//.
he kept trying to figure out what was i talking about and it almost made mi just wan to turn on the heels and Go.

but yah, i manage not to burst and just kept my cool til the lady boss saw mi. at least that what i assume since she promised mi discount for neOOn. ( thats the the main reason i kept my cool.)

and EVERYONE at my workplace noe that if they go that shop, MUST MUST avoid that too-pid salesman..........cant figure why they hired him? or maybe its becoz HE is the true owner of the shop>>>>>>>>?????????????? hA. i highly doubt so.

1:15 PM

Friday, June 03, 2005
it was a EVENtFUL day. a bright and sunny day which burnt me slightly....but the highlights r of coz the heart attacks which i nearly, nearly suffered.

heart attack 1.
siti's talents, our ah girl and mother, couldnt wake up in time. can u say . OH MY GAWD?. coz time is so so super precious? we even board the cab, thinkin we r gonna knock on the talents' house in GEYLANG BARU. HOW FREAKIN FAR WAS THAT????... i have no idea.

heart attack 2
sweet dear Mr azhar suddenly sms us and told us that we have to FINISH FILMING BY FIVE PM WHEN IT WAS ALREADY THREE PM.
how considerate, was he testin how fast we could adapt to such unfortunate situations?
and, yah, i was feelin a seizure coming up coz we still got scene2 to go and the male talents r NOT THERE YET. confirm plus chop cant finish lor. so just try our very very freakin best...

heart attack 3
the best is always reserved for the last, isnt it?
along the way, near the suite, huien told us that azhar would not help us return the equipment coz of our poor time management. oh-oh. and to return, we have to wait til EIGHT THIRTY??????????? thats like, TWO HOURS AWAY at that point of time. OMG!!!

after all the effort in taking the cab, and running with the freakin equipments? and wasting moeny on cab fare somemore.... sigh. we had no choice. we had to go to........

VC! a life-saver as usual. she called him, and suddenly , azhar was kind enough to keep the stuff again...................... hashahahha. we cheong all the way like mad lah. the people saw us runnin , probably so stunned by how we looked, they were like, sOOO funny can?

they look so funny with their shocked expression..............HAHAHAH.


anyway, they had horror stories about directing kids and diva talents.
but , i think the kids we got are all sensible enough to be relied on, thanks god. they were 8 and 12,,, easier to reason than 5 yr old. thank god.

i just thank the gods above for havin the fantastic talents we had.

and yah, as long as we never come up with the finish product, i will still be freakin internally,.......
but of coz, no jinxing allowed here!!!!!!!!!!!

9:33 PM

Thursday, June 02, 2005
the new guy at work is... well, like dat lor... hahha. dunno what to say lah.
from poly. a brain. a smoker. gambler in deck and mahjong.a major slacker. looks down on nanyang poly.

workin for the soul purpose to kill time.


lol. its funny. the way he talks really remind mi of my brother. and he also uses the same type of lingo as i do! its cool. can understand without any explaining...

tml is the last day to film and yah, its pretty much freaking mi out. i shall not jinx anything by saying things here, so lets hope for the best!(*>*)

6:12 PM

THE PERSONj

EVE.A conflicting person. social and aloof. loud and shy. unpredictable and yet is a straight-laced.
THIS place is about her relationships entries, FYI.

THE PASTj
Archives

January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
February 2007
March 2007
May 2007
July 2007
August 2007
December 2007
April 2008
June 2008
July 2008
October 2008
March 2009
April 2009
July 2009
September 2009
October 2009

MUSIC j

My Fav Pop Stars
Kelly Clarkson/
Ashlee Simpson/
Sun Yan Zi /
Mika Nakashima /""

WISHLISTj

i wish for a happy life. dont everyone? and yet not everyone realized their wish, if only we have lower expectations and learn to be contented=)

Exitsj

k.K
syazwaN
yitinG
kellY
maxinE
aleX
racheL
yufeN
chewyeeN
lincolN
huieN
garry
HarrIs



TAGBOARDj

; cbox(:


LAYOUTj

Designer: PEACH MIRAGE
Coding: +
Brushes: + + + +
Scans: +