Hilary Duff - The Getaway Lyrics Here I am again

Talking to myself
Sitting at a red light
Both hands on the wheel
How am I supposed to feel?
So much running through my mind

First you wanna be free
Now you say you need me
Giving mixed signals in size
It's so hard to let you in
Thinking you might slam the brakes again

Push the pedal down
Heading out of town
Gotta make a getaway
The traffic in my brain's
Driving me insane
This is more than I can take

You tell me that you love me first
Then throw your heart into reverse
I gotta get away
I can't keep coming back to you
Every time you're in the mood

To whisper something sweet in my ear
It's so hard to move on
Cause every time I think you're gone
You show up in my rearview mirror
Is this just a detour?
Cause I gotta be sure
That you really mean what you say
It's so hard to let you in
Thinking you might slam the brakes again

Push the pedal down
Heading out of town
Gotta make a getaway
The traffic in my brain's
Driving me insane
This is more than I can take

You tell me that you love me first
Then throw your heart into reverse
I gotta get away
To a place where I can be redefined
Where you're out of sight
And you're out of mind
But the truth is I can't even say goodbye

Here I am again
Talking to myself
Sitting at a red light
Both hands on the wheel
How am I supposed to feel?
So much running through my mind

Push the pedal down
Heading out of town
Gotta make a getaway (a getaway)
The traffic in my brain's
Driving me insane
This is more than I can take (I can take)
You tell me that you love me first
Then throw your heart into reverse
I gotta get away

all of us agrreeed that the yr1 boys who were playing the freindly match, looked supremely cocky and arrogant and down right atti-tude the moment we reached there.

syz said he wanna beat up a guy who was wearing a head band coz he just look qian-bian.
lol. the power of looks. so u see, first impressions is VERY important.

that guy, happens to be the goal keeper.

who later, Azhar, held in chock-grip.

so OMG, so drama.!!!!!!!!!!!!! cause, Dinesh had accidentally kicked the ball into his face. well, i understand his furrry. kana kicked in the face, but ITS FOOTBALL! so, he lost the plot, lost his cool and screamed at Dinesh , right in front of azhar and then..............azhar matched right up to him, grip him by his neck(!), almost lifting him up in the process.

i had never, EVER been so in awe of Mr Azhar before. of coz, the last time, was when he screamed at arshade to get out.

this time, he screamed at that year 1 to get out if he couldnt behave properly.

we lost the match after drawing it. none of the guys hit the net , errrrrr , factually, there is no net but......, anyway. they had a majorly good keeper who blocked out all the shoots except for dinesh. its not that fair anyway. they had gloVes, we had none and a striker who didnt wear shoes through out the official match.

the girls are our saving grace~. the captain's ball match was exciting and entertaining. lol.
i never screamed so many times in my life before. tht should reflect on how much i wanted us to win......... comparatively, the girls are definately more more civilised than the guys. and it look more like a real friendly match.

one of them scored an own goal after switching sides. haha. we really, objectively, thrashed them. and thank god we did. coz if not, i wouldnt be able to look them in the face!

can u imagine how much their already BIG ego would have swelllled into?
as big as the merlion's head?

today , i did something stupid. i forgot to bring my concessionp pass. so i had to buy those annoying single trips cards. which were so expensiVe lah. i had no choice already since i already reach the freakin train station before i discovered my unfortunate mistake. my bad.

so i had to dip into my already almost non existent bank account. it became non existent after i went to make my spec which were three hundred plus...

for the most time in my life, i really feel quite bad about my financial status. so broke. so poor.
so not-rich.

feel so pathetic about myself.

so what does all this means?

this means that the Neeon would just have to wait for mi some more.......... Operation MP3 has been postponed, ladies and gentleman...

ladies and gentleman......

after previously of settling on the idea to buy MUvO V200, i noe now i want to get Zen NeOOn.
its SOOoO cOOoOL!

but the prOblem is, there is 1000 pieces ONLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and u have to go to the HQ to buy it coz it's not on retail yet. suddenly, i feel that life is sosososososososSO sad.

the 3 of us went to bugis to shop. BUT the day turned out to be soOOO sian. saw nothing we like. and the more we didnt buy anything, the more the mood was down. we spend like 4 hours walking around with out any major purchases AT ALL.

kelly finally gave up when mi and YT still wan to go SLSquare.

mi and YT trudged on. undeterred. we WANT to spend on SOMETHING, anything!, if not we feel like its a wasted trip. and when we reached OG, i feel like a war was ragin in my stomache.
AND THE TOILET QUEUE WAS SO SO SUPER LONG!!!!!!!!!

it snaked from the bathroom to outside, and by the time its my turn, there was like, 20 woman waiting behind mi. OMG... luckily, its already my turn. i cant imagine what would happen if i had to a TINY SECOND LONGER.

it would have ..........destroyed my image to say the least.

we finally bought SOMEthing at OG. nope, its not clothes. not accessories. not shoes.

yes, its FOOD! hahaha. we saw some yummy made-in-jap snack, that look so kawaii and oiishi...and cheap! if dun buy will be...dui bu qi zi ji. it was a must-buy.

sure enough, after buying, the endorphins was released and we both feel happier. hahaha. despite the fact, they gave us ugly plastic bag which made mi feel very very much like a obasan.

then we went SLS to check out the price of Zen Neoon. and to my surprise, its not on the stock list yet. still like, another 2 month to go before it will hit the shelves.

and another surprise was that, i bump into my freshie cum mr freshie-nominee in the crowded SLS. so qiao right. he was going down the escalator while i wanted to go up.
and then, mi and yt luffed at his height...again.lol.

so bad right? it wasnt exactly laughed. i mean, i definately do not laugh at tall people. if anything, i would droool in my overflooding enviouness.

but he literately stood out among the crowd. lol.

then, we went backed to BVillage and YT finally FINALLY (no, its not typo error, i just want to emphasis on the word fi-na-lly) bought a...SKIRT. it was so cheap and nice and still she had to consider so long.

and mi? of coz, i spotted a nice bargain. a racer back with purple design.

so, yah, i believe there is always a nice bargain at BV. it is a matter of luck and patience.

i liKed the movie azhar showed us today.

it furthur enforces the fact i DO NOT like childish immature guys who deals with issue in the most juvenile way. others laughed at such scenes in the movie. i just cringed. i cant help it.
i was just... repelled. repulsed.

and unlike christina applegate's veronica conerstone in the show. i will not even like the guy in the first place with his obnoxious, MCP ways.
NO WAY!

but the dog was cute though. the animal conversation was good, a brillant touch which was the nost comical part in the entire show...to me anyway.

saw the gals' nat geo project. it looks good. haha. maybe they can win? i hope they win, gain some honour for the class, also good.

and poor kelly. her feet was bitten by her new shoes! til it bleed! and stained the new shoes!
YUCKS! omg, and she put the blood stained tissue on the table, makin my stomache queasy already...

not only her, KK, M. also wear new shoes, and both of them alsO got their feet bitten.
poOOr things.
at least they can suffer together?

sO, i walked back HOme alone coz the others had stuff on and i just want to go home.

and some1 from 02 bumped into mi and just walked together lor, since all going back.
started to talk abt raplee test. and the monent !@# knew i had taken the test, !@# couldnt wait to probe mi for the questions.

oh man.

i hate this kind of classic KAISEE_KAISUU singaporean syndrome . and the way !@# got all exicted when i told !@# what the topics were, i was most repulsed...

not that i think its that big a deal... but, i dun like ppl who take short cut at every chance he/she got.

whats wrong with putting in effort and trying your best?
aint we supposed to learn frOm our mistakes?

guess i am 2 naiive when it comes to ethic issues............

i am happy because i think i should be able to pass rap lee exam.
which i had been stressing over the past few days. so i am exTreMely relieved.

and my feet hurts coz i was wearing heels for the presentation. sigh. never wear for a long time le. have to get used to it all over again.

and then, the relief was over and it was taken over by tiredness.

which is what i am mostly feeling nowadays.

Mere Minutes of endorphins and sudddenly, it will vanished.

i wonder what can make endorphins last for a longer time.i wish sch dun start so early every single day. everyday should start at eleven. then i can go for morning jog. then sch should end at five. or something like dat. then go home eat dinner. then do home work.

so utopia sia.........

i hate doing stuff for Student UnIOn.

esp what i am supposed to dO. always ask mi do those dammn useless parts.

i am supposed to call and ask for helpers for CLUB CRAWL.

CLUB CRAWL!!!!!!!!

what a FREKIN BORING EVENT. imagine if its some concert or what, sure ppl will jump at the opp........

no wonder the ppl i ask always reply flat out with a NO.

AYHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

and that nizam ask mi find 12 ppl.
12!!!!!!!

finding 2 alsO got proBlem for me....

waiting foR T4 right now, to come.

every1 is fighting for seats at the back.

cant wait for sch to end today...

cause i am gOnna meet up my friends foR pastaaa~

yahhhh. just so happen that all of us r free, even tho we got our own schedule.*muahahahah*
i forsee a evening of fUn and laugher.....................................................*muahahahahah*

try number2. better, nicer? 

at the end of the shift. so Niceee~~ 

back frOM work. saw Li hUi as i was going out to take my breaK. today was fun, despite i was the only chinese among the malays workin tonite. they r nice. i appreciate the fact they spoke eng when i am around ^ tHanks^!!!!!!!!!!


i was sOoO lucky?

had the resume-interview-ica for John Ho. and i was supposed to be the last person to be interviewed. and i wasnt prepared ONE SINGLE TINY BIT.

i didnt look like some1 who had a formal job interview. i was in shirt and jeans and sneakers instead of pants with heels. [ die !!!!!!! die......]

sooo...... i was sOOOOOO relieved when the time's up and Rapheal Lee called Syaz to ask where is the class.

there is actually SOOOO much to do, and yet most of us did nothing!!!!!!!!!
so i actually have to
- do research on the company that i want to apply the job for
-research on how to write cover letter and resume
-do something creative to make it stand out

and since i have been given the second chance miracously, i definately will grab it with both hands..............=)

and the lunch discusiion with MeemUn was speedy and productive. we knew what we want to do by 20 min. YESH! hahaha. thats the way i like it. luckily, she is some1 i could work with. luckily we are not mutual enemies like some of my unluckier classmates whoM , of coz, i shall not mentIon names................*ahhahaa*

if u think about it, there are lots of liars and types of lying.

But mainly ,people can
1) lie by blowing things outta proportions.

2)lie by omitting Facts.

3)lie by twisting reality.

i was always under the impression that this girl whom i work with was studying for her Olvels right now. when i asked what sch she is in, she always wont give a straight ans. i assume its becoz i wasnt close enough to her so she didnt want to say.

But, i remenber askin if she is continuing for Os, and she said YEs.

BUT.

turns out that she is Not studying for O but in already in ITE.

sO my other friend told mi, she happily mislead mi, or didnt bother to correct the wrong impression coz she is feelin inferior and stressed that she is not even in a POly. coz she has a super-brillant undergrade sisters whose steps are way tOOO big for her to fOllow.

AND she herself still have the mindset that ITE is not on par with tHe rest of the tertairy instuitions. so i guess, she would descrimate people in ITE if not for the fact she is also in one of them,..........???

so when i thought she is studying of rher Os, she didnt WaNt to correct mi. coz she didnt want to admit to mi that she was studyin in ITE.

eH. inferiority complex.

actually, i noe its not a big deal. But i hate peopLe who lie to mi and after finding WHy she lied, i am just a bit stunned.

she didnt seem like those who had inferiority complex. she is loud, BoSSy with a capital B and fUll of ideas [ at least for what branded things to buy on the next shoppin trip.......... ]

sigh....

so my friend said i like to over anlayse things. hahah. its true. but i anlayse coz i dun understand.
i dun understand whats the point of misleading mi~!!!!!!. and like, the rest of the whole world noe she is in ite exept mi~!

as expected, everytime i dress up more than t-shirt and jeans, i get my friends askin me why-what-spill!!- reaction.

hAhaHAhA. sorry to disappoint. today i just happen to want to lOok nicer. i just feel like, wearin my acquirement for my latest shOPpin trip today. and since, i had on new clothes, why not just put some colors on my face??

thanks for u guys noticing tht i put in my effort. haha. as Kelly and Syaz said, its their "sublte" effort to compliment mi that i look nice.

weLL. i am kinda amused [althou to some extend, its sorta disturbing!!]by their reaction. coz, tell mi... which girl doesnt want to look nice?

but i can understand lah. a sudden change from the pattern, they would have thought i had some Hot Date. haha, the truth is, i also dun mind if i really had some Hot Date. but the truth is I dont. so yup, i am blogging at hoMe now. so u guys can just stop doubting what i said when we were in north canteen oK??

and the next closest thing to the supposedly Hot Date is my Dinner which is pipping Hot...

yes, ladies and gentleman, she is still hung up over the yes-is-ya, ya-is-NOT-yes.

so whatever, now we are havin a dictation to take down our tutorial.
how nice!yepppee~ *rolls eyes*

and lucky she is hard of hearing. she seemingly cant hear all the typing and mouse clicks.

so whatever. we cant do the tutorial coz the lecture didnt cover. ^hahahaha^

i guess i sorta enjoyin seein her exasperated-tying-not-to-be-upset face.
HA HA.

yah. communication process. pls get ur self outta here. thats what our eyes r tellin u.
u r too skinny for my likin anyway.