Recap of the worst that happened in the entertainment history in the year 2005. ( why is it only about entertainment? coz i dun read the news except for the HEY! pages///=P)

1- The formation of F$..oops female F4 which only talents lie in their boobs' size and their sex appeal to chee-gor-pehz across Asia. yucks.


2- The formation of 7 Flowers who CANNOT sing. i simply abhor their vocals. pls stick to acting. which sadly only chen jiao en is good at outta the 4.


3-Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince. I AM SO disappointed. with the ending. i dun wan dumbledore to die!!!! and hogwarts to vanish in the last book.


4-Numa Numa. ( i cant believe i am giving it free PR here.) enough said.


5- Crazy Frog. YUCKS YUCKS... ding ding??? is that the door opening so that i can kick the frog out?


6- The Predictions of Jay Chou and Patty Hou breaking up. really asshole, those fortune tellers. i hope the predictions dun come true. they said the couple will break up in 2007 or what. i hope even if they break up, break up in 2008 or what, so that their predictions are WRONG and may their reputations eat dust.


7- The Rumours of Dipping popularity of Sunyanzi. is it really dipping? i hope not.


8-The revealation of OCEAN. anti-climax.


9-The BAShing of Zoe Tay after Star Awards. i dun think she deserve all the flack and bad press. there shouldnt be any press at ALL. makin a moutain out of a mole hill. that shows a lot of our entertainment industry. no news still make force out some news.


10. Fiona xie -and -oto ad. overexposed. pls. i shut my eyes when i see her too-perfect bod. makin the green headed monster in me rear its head.


11- Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie. really such a picture perfect couple. but why the Pitt behind the surnames if there is no weddin bells before that?

Recap /milestones in my life. so far.

Age:5 - Went to Kindergarten and beat up people. HAHAH. kidding. went to kindergarten and had a taste of what is school life. also made a best friend there. name was pearly. or emily. eh, i forgot. anyway, she had a sister , i just duno which is whose name.


Age:8- Primary Two, and i've got myself a best friend. So best we forgotten how we managed to become best friends. the kind of best that i am lost with out her.


Age:10- Kana teased by childish classmate who sat beside me. i broke his (friend's) ice-cream-sticks- aeroplane for revenge when he used the plane to irritate me. He actually went to complain against me!


Age:12- First time nursed a crush on cute guy Eddie ( i can still remenber the name.) first time kana crushed on, also.Finished PSLE and left my best friends behind. we left each other behind, to be more exact. First time buy CD, i think its Genie in a Bottle.


Age:15- My First (puppy) Love. with a real-certified cute jock in school. i really wonder what made him stead with me. was it peer pressure?? he was cute enough to ask anyone out! made myself another group of best buddies!


Age:16- First job as a sales assisstant and i got myself sacked although they were all too nice to say i was "sacked". i was instead, " let go because i am more suited to be a student." i know the real reason. the real reason was i wasnt mature enough to be a pushy, cheerful salegirl.BUT. i learnt from my mistake.it was a good learning journey and i now, i know what makes a good salesgirl.


Age:17- Going to NYP to DMSN. and made a gang of friends who had wanted to call themselves bimboactics, guys and girls included. luckily, it was quickly outgrew... hopefully. 17 is also the year of my first real relationship. sounds like i started real late...


Age:18, - OMG, what happened to me this year? Quit FA and joined sucky PM? joined Ateam, and done no duties yet ? kana suaned that i am fat again and again by my relatives? family got a car? made it through another lonely year ( without a bf)? finally going to sizzler which was painstakingly agreed on since year ONE?



what is the highlight of this year? loads of things happen but none is important enough to warrant a special marking... unless *********** happens. shall not jinx it by mentioning here.


still deciding on my resolutions. must be careful with what i make, coz they will be coming true. i will make sure they do.




Projected milestones in my future/daydreams/fantasy-land.

BY age 20- finished learning driving and get that license... dun care how many times i might fail in between. NEVER say give up!!!!!=)

... age 21- start University. not in singapore...hopefully.

...age 24-start Career. CAREER, not a job.

...age 26- saved about a few hundreds of Ks in my bank so that ....

....... .... between this and that and everything,i can tour the world with my special one!

...age28- get married lavishly. in maldives or what.

... age 28- have babies.

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... make sure all my treasured friendships are still intact...
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......aged 70- die.

hahaa, live so long for what?

maxine smsed us and told us to be there at 11.20 am.

sO what happens when it is 11.20 am? eh, only YT and Syaz1 is there... ... quite dots. so the 3 of us, plus KK went to walk around in raffles city, more accurately, robinsons.

at least i did. i had no idea where the guys disappeared to.

and i spotted such a bargain i cant resist. ended up spending $17.10 for a white pvc bag which U.P was $59! yaay! now i got another school bag which isnt remotely similiar to anyone else's!

by the time i finished paying, and finished walkin to sizzle, maxine ang the almost birthday girl was already there! what a surprised, was expecting to wait a while for her... lol.

was the meal worth it? at $19, i managed to stuff 2 cream of mushroom *yummy squared*, grilled dory fish* not very nice*, some fruits , chips and a sundae. i like the sundae, despite it melted very fast. it is just like mr softee. only softy-er. lol. creatin ur own sundae is fun. mine was the classic strawberry topped with chocolate and nuts. so, yup, it was worth it.

we had group photos taken by the waiter. The Cute Waiter to be exact. the Cute Waiter who had not-so-good teeth. as noticed by the almost birthday girl who kept hopin it would be him to take her orders... lol.

by the time we finished, all of us looked pregnant regardless of sex.

then shopping time! spent a ton of time at eBase where i finally got myself a sllinky belt. which goes with my brown skirt. as advised by the aspiring personal shoppers in ms0401.

took so long that the rest of the gang went to MS first. there, we windowed shopped somewhere and indulged in my current boots-fetish. damm nice lahz, the boots. sigh. but my legs are not long and slim enough to look nice in them.

what does this means?

Lose weight lahz.

so dots. i cant escape from this fact. want to look good? lose weight. be skinny.

and this time round. ahmad syazwan, the same guy who used to tease me about being fat in Yr One, said he will gimme genuine support coz he wants to avoid being fat and risks losing the abs he was about to succeed in building...

really? we shall see when sch reopens eh... NEXT year, which is about 5 days away!ONLY!

but to the recount.

after all the window shopping, we decided to WALK to bugis. this time only left mi,yt and s. the rest has gone home/meet boyfriend or friend.


so bugis is actually so near. after walkin thru a shoppin mall, we reached bugis already. and acc yt to choose a jacket which she so desired.

by the time we finished browsing thru BV, its almost SEVEN pm already! we r out for Eight hours already! so fast...

soon will be time to make resolutions again! must think through properly. what make a good resolution?
1- realistic.
2-make sure it's what u Need.
3-substainable.

mine will definately have these 3 characteristics.

I am tired of not living up to my own expectations ...

Happy Boxing Day! but i dunno anyone who celebrates it in anyway.

and yah, xmas is Finnnnaally over. altho there are still presents to be given away.

stuffed myself yesterday with family and friends.

with family, it was spent crammin in my uncle's house, hanging with long lost cousins whom i dun have anything much to talk about, listening to the adults talk, and the guys conversing enthusiatically about their common topic- Cars.

Poor me, while my brother was having a hell of time yakking away, i kana suaned by my S-squared ( Skinny * Saggy) anutie that i am too fat and i should skip desert which was the swenson's log cake.

i felt mortified. lost of face. can u blame me for being so insecure abt my weight and size? took all of my self control not to make fun of her sagginess.*yucks!

i was much better off hanging with my sech sch mates. at least they awknowledge that i am NOT fat. lol. a wave of nostalgia hit me as we were yakking uselessly abt useless stuff. i really missed the old times. doesnt everyone else?

but then again, the chill out session wasnt that great since YH couldnt make it. we hardly see each other and her reason was " I Am Too Tired." full stop. as tho we are some pestering flies.

my god. welll, that speaks volume about how much effort you are putting in this friendship, how much the friendship means to u, doesnt it?




my brother is leaving for KL tmr!

**HaVve a Safe trip!!

what is the worst fate that a girl could possibly faced in this current cruel world? what is the worst obstacle to overcome on the to achieve success?

is it

1) Fat?

2)Ugly?

3)Dumb?

i think it would be quite fun to know what is the most popular choice , its pretty debatable to certain degree... i would of course choose 3.

just me wasting time here...

as expected, my xmas eve is spent slackin enjoyably, at home since no one is free to spend it with me. ( and no thanks, i dun wan to join u and some other foreign friends in the countdown but thanks for the invitation...)

however, every one is free tml which is why i double book myself in the first place.=(

so i shall busy myself with the wrapping, packing of the little tokens of xmas spirit, watching TV, play computer, blogging, reading and playing dead.


oh, i GOTTA LAUGH about this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my brother decorated his car with those twitty- BABY BUGS BUNNY cushions!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and also BABY DUFFY. lucky there was no BABY TWEETY. if not , i think if i see him, i will just collapse into piles of laughter.

HAHAHAHAH. But it look really nice. but i dunno, i cant help thinkin its childish. looks more like a car for a family with children aged under 5. but the youngest member is already 4 times of that.

the whole interior decoration of the car was very consistent though...

BABY BUGS BUNNY AND FRIENDS !!! even for the tissue-box bag. all he is lacking is some disney stuff to hang below the mirror.

i never would have expected that outta him.

i discovered something.

I Like Running.

in the morning anyway...

the weather is just so damm nice, nowadays... is it becoz it is december now? it has been cloudy and shady and breezy... it is just very nice. no scorching sun to scorch my skin or blind my eyes.

and if u bother to pay attention , u can see the morning dew , smell the super fresh air and hear the birds chirping or the children's laughter/screams ( yes, they are playing and screaming at such an early time already...). it makes u appreciate your neighborhood.

i feel like i can jog forever as long as the sun dun shine directly on me. it just feel so peaceful in the morning. getting up early is so worth it. the early bird doesnt catches the worm for nothing...

maybe i should pyscho myself into making jogging my anti-stress therapy...



anyway... today, i return to bugis for the second time in the week and the third time in the month. overdose!!!! despite the over dosage, there is still so much to look and see and browse and shop. it just makes time flies. i didnt even went the Bugis V ... and 5 hours were gone just like that.


i double-booked myself this xmas =(/

and there is only 10 more days of holiday left!!!!

as usual, i had to wait like, ten minutes before HCY appeared. the day started on what is a wrong note... but i am no longer the same old rigid me, cause i had learnt to Let Go When People Are Late.

(i was reallllllllly strict with my friends when meeting me back in sec sch... i suggested there be forfiets if they were like more than 5 min late...)

anyway, finally went to K those new songs together with YS. fish leong's new songs SO SO hard to hit the right note! esp Silk Road. damm nice to listen but damm hard to sing. i must have spoilt the song horribly. on the other hand, A perfect day is SooO easy to sing! whAhAHha. and we had a idea! next time we go Kbox, have a nineties theme. can only choose those old songs. sure very shoiiick one! whahahahaHa.


then it was plain hanging out and shopping/ window shopping for the next few hours. the tortures of shopping for xmas presents...


sadly, my day hanging out with my oldest best friend ended on a low note coz of my big mouth *what else?=(


she believed some teenager who was Most Probably doing a holiday job as a surveyor when he said he is 17 and doing the surveys for his business research when she asked whats the research for.

she turned to me and told me what he said and said its impressive or something along that line.

my first reaction??? i told her, with my disbelief and incredulousness and a little bit of shock shown on my face openly : "Oh my god, and you actually believe him? Are you really that stupid??" even i know i sounded mean after all the words came out.

of course, she got offended and pissed. " I do not think believing what people tell me is "stupid "..." she said. so i immediately tried to back track and said, yah, of cause u can think its not stupid... i didnt mean to say u r stupid but the Action is! at least to me...

and we left the issue halfway when her friend appeared for their dinner date later.

i do realize i am at fault. i hate making people upset. so go ahead blame me. but still, i dun apologize for thinking the way i did. cause i can bet with my grades that that jerk was lying and he will never start his "business" because i did those exact surveys 3 times before. most importantly, i wont apologize if i think i am right.

bet u did those surveys before too, if u were kind hearted enough to stop for them. the type that ask how much you wanna earn in a month, are you currently workin etc, and the usual demographic questions.

i STILL think its stupid to believe people so easily.esp strangers. (despite i gotten my friend mad at me coz my rash comments.) guess i am a cynic. but how can anyone just take everything and anyone at face value? i dunno how to give out my trust so easily...


and maybe its not stupid to u, but words like trusting, innocent, gullible and perhaps naiive apply better in this situation.



but it is to me. not trying to whitewash my comments here but can we just accept that we have different opinions and leave it at that?

MOnday:

whoa... feel so good to be able to laze in bed until the sun is shinnning on top of my butt... HAhaha, whatever lahz. that was a chinese saying. or is it? always hear people say that though.

so after lazing on the sofa to watch tv, laze so much that i was late to meet Yiting for out shoppin trip. hai. miss the train some more. but it was a blessing in disguise! for she found the perfect birthday gift for maxine while wasting time in _____!

and we called ahmadS to come see and judge whether it is worthy to be a present for her. he gave his affirmation so we bought it and also 2 ______ for _____ using our ______ .

then, we went to starbucks coz we needed for a ______ for our deed. haiii, kana 'suggested' to buy coffee. so we bought. we TOTALLLY understand the hoorrrors of bottomline and non-paying 'customers' who just eats up the space available. *whatever!

spend abt 20 ____ , carefully decorating the ________ with the _____ which ____ up. and it looks really Uber fantastic! buying the rhumba was worth it. whahahahah. everything is ______ and ____ in color, which is just so ____.


all right, so our birthday present for her is accomplished. lets hope kelly finds her answer soon.

i am so pissed.

went to work but found out they canceled my schedule WITHOUT informing me. like helLLLLOOoooo??? how am i supposed to know that i should call back and check when there is a space of 5 non-workin days? when i had absolutely no idea that schedule could possibly change without phone calls?

realllly feeel that that place is screwed up. if it happens one more time, i am so leaving there. wasted my trip there.

i was so pissed off that i ...

treated myself to the peanut butter kit kat bar which i so wanted to try but kept resisting the urge during sch term. AND the CLUB hazel-nut chocolate bar which is intended for next day or whatever. but now, 4 hours later, both are consumed in a fit of anger and i feelin kinda sick and queasy from the overload of chocolates.


HAaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. there go plans of dieting and moderation. moderation do not include 2 chocolate bars with ONE day! hHHHaAAiiiiiiiiiiiii. look what that stupid incident did to me.

at least i ascertained2 things abt myself.

chocolates pacify my anger.
and i do binge eating. *SHIT! waistline screams CRISIS CRISIS!!


i guess with the holiday startin , i can expect myself to sit in front of the comp and just blog abt useless things and getting comments like "u just let ur brain die naturally..." while others are off doing greater good.



WHATEVER* *roolllls eyes.

Saturday, 17 December, was finally OoO-ver. *YEsHHH!!!!!!

with much planning, headache, problems and sick people,my 2 mega events were finally over and done with and all went as smoothly as it possibly could. to me anyway, and i am wearing rose-tinted specatacles as of this moment.

sports fiesta... ... well, as a program coordinater ,my job was to make sure each segment dun overrun and smooth transition blah blah blah, and before we began the event, we already overrun, coz of the participants who were fashionably later than we thought.

the black mark for me... would be the fact that i think

syazwan had a black face coz i forgot to bring charger. and the sadest thing was i ALMOST remenbered. not good enough, but it's the truth. went out of the house, then i realized i forgot to bring the ateam present. i forgot to remenber ahmad ask mi bring charger. no wonder i felt soemthing was amiss all the way.

since it's over and done with, i shall say WHATEVER.

he had a blacker face when shachin couldnt make it on time and blah blah blah... in addition to being sick and getting no sleep coz he was editing blah blah blah...

so yah, its a relief when shachin came and that black face was lifted.

pls enjoy ursself when u r outta sg!
_________
how far would i go for a friend?

seriously, i can tell u, not very far. as far as i think that the friend is worth it. so, i wouldnt correct u if u say that i am a cold blooded, calculative, self -centred idiot who cares for no one but herself.

would i die or go to the extremes for a friend?
of coz not! i mean, i only have one life! how am i supposed to die multiple times each time my friend says he/she has a emergency? and the emergency was that he had to miss an episode of yucky tv? really! can i not go?



i duno, i dun consider forgetting to videotape some show which i duno how people can appreciate, is important enough to make me worry like the way leonard was worried. i was like, in amazement of the effort he put in the ask people to record the show in case his mother forgot or something.


i just think its a waste of effort. but of course, it is an admirable effort... which i could never do.

if i am not convinced of success, i wouldnt start any effort at all. what for? just a waste of time. yesterday he just said that the SU people who were overnighting were too busy to care anyway.
i am pessismist. if i cant visualize it, i give up. i am too cold blooded and rooted to dream abt something. too practical.

dammmm. i sound like a sad sorry excuse for a human being.* WHATEVER!


oh.whats the chinese saying? the emperor is not worried but the enunch is.

YAY!!!!!!!!

i've got a GOOD mood!!!!! without any help of chocolates! *whahahahahahahahahah.

currently in SU, and chattin to my one and only close cousin online.

i had finished my ssl-ica and it is a load of the shoulders.

just wanna relac and dun think so much. enjoy the holidays, slackin in my Home. or going Out with my friends(* where shall we go?).or read some books.play computer.go jogging.go shoppin. go k-boxing. listen to S.h.e, kindly burned for me by my friend lIncoln. whahahahahahahahah.

think i only like the first half of their ten new songs tho.

oh yah. actually shouldnt be so carefree now. not after saturday. 2 mega events in 1 day! *crossin my fingers for the best.

why do my mother ask for opinion when she got her mind made up?

my mother ALWAYS does that and it drives me nuts!

she would buy a new something, in this case, a shirt and ask mi if it looks nice or not. usually i would tell her its nice without lookin. its more painless this way.

compared to when i tell her its not nice.

typicial response when i said its not nice.

" huh? why? nice lah. at least i think its nice. it looks nice when i wear it anyway. aIYAH. you dont know how to appreciate lah."

then i would go" yah. whatever u say lah. nice lah. nice lah."

like. DUH. y bother askin if u already got ur mind set and is just fishin for compliments?

they told me to "press the red button"!? like HELLLOOOoO??? i do know my basics!

i feel so indignant, can? fancy a non- media student telling me what to do! i pass my production module!! HUMpHHH!!!! but whatever. i admit i look stoned and had a i-am-lost face. but still...

xmas is coming and i am not a christian and i have no idea why should we celeberate xmas, but still, i am gonna spend a mini-bomb in the name of the season of giving.

xmas is over commercialized, man. so is mothers' day, teachers' day, fathers' day, secretaries' day etc etc.

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singaporean-bloggers are accused of being self-centred and their blogs are supercifial unlike their american counterparts who weild influence over politics and world issues.

hai... why are people even makin an issue out of this non-issue?

i cant imagine my friends or other young people blogging about LYY and GCT or LHS or birdflu or HIV etc etc.

unless it concerns them in someway lah. blog is just an outlet for our fustration and whatever we wanna to say and usually that include everything except the dry stuff u read in the news paper.

cause remenber? young people in sg dun even read papers much less blog abt whats in the papers.

_____
to Dear mr azhar!
this is for YOU!


indignant:
in Spanish in French in Italian in context imagesAdapted From: WordNet 2.0 Copyright 2003 by Princeton University. All rights reserved.
indignant
A
adjective
1
indignant, incensed, outraged, umbrageous

angered at something unjust or wrong; "an indignant denial"; "incensed at the judges' unfairness"; "a look of outraged disbelief"; "umbrageous at the loss of their territory".

i just need time to settle down into the new environment, make friends with them and everything will be OK.=)

they are pretty nice, not hostile at all. note to myself: DONT BE SCARED OF THEM!

yesterday even got dessert. YuMMMMMy! and i got what i wish for! a not-so-busy day. managed to close on time if not earlier. haha. after we finished desert, it was only slightly after 11. not like sat. half an hour passed already.

maybe my lucky stars were out shining on me yesterday. i gave a wrong order to some lady. but lucky the order was the same for both persons... eh, understand what i am trying to say?

and after the last week, rushin the entre, the pace of work has slowed down A BIT. good good. i am now in a relatively comfortable zone.=)

its been a year since i last worked in a dining place.

i still like workin in such a setting.

the only problem was, they scheduled my first day on a busy saturday night!! i experienced a bit of shock initially, the place was so full. and i made loads of mistake... i keep carrying the plates unevenly, spilling the sauce. bad!!!

i duno how long i will stay there though. its like, minimum wage over there for all things u r supposed to do, really felt like a workout at the end of the day. they really maximised the labour to the fullest, thats how they keep costs down.

i am supposed to commit six months to this job... lets hope i can do it.

++++++++

if u had taken someone's life, can another person take away yours like u did to that someone?

if life isnt fair, should we make it as fair as possible?

if we should, then Y should capital punishment be such a big deal?

as it obviously shows, i support capital punishment whole heartedly, cause i am such a big believer of karma. and also the saying, do onto others what u want others to onto u.

Your Inner Child Is Surprised

You see many things through the eyes of a child.Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded.You cherish all of the details in life.Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.

i have bad grammer. i am ashamed to admit it. but yah, it is so terrible that it drove my editors crazy and they let out a sigh of relief once they finished my section.

i am sorry!

how ah... how to improve grammer? i need to attend the class next to andre on monday le...

*****

yesterday was a typical Singapore- weather day.

and the ten japanese high sch boys i was with, wasnt used to it and keep tellin me, "it's hot! Japan is not..."

initally i was really frightened at the prospect, but luckily, they were really good kids, althou some might be cheeky and some put words in other people's mouth( " he said he wanna marry U!") and a few was cute, esp the one who played baseball, wore braces and had a cut at the corner of his eye due to baseball accident.

they said they wanna go shoppin and i brought them to Marina Square, Citylink, Heeren, Takashimaya,Paragon and lastly the Scotts Pinic Food Court where they had dinner. none of them went remotely ga-ga over anything at any shops.

the only place i lacked was Far East, maybe they would enjoy there more. but no time!! time was wasted in Marina Square, i guess.

i shared with them my traditional fried carrot cake,( do they have that in Japan???) and most of them liked it. thats a relief! cause i didnt know how much they were enjoying themselves while shopping.

is caremal frappucino the most popular drink among teenage boys in japan? every single of them who ordered in Starbucks , ordered the same thing... and the poor auntie had to sprayed whipped cream on her hand to illustare whats whipped cream.

just basically lots of walking around and attempting to communiate. all of them called me Ms Eve, which is kinda funny , now that i think about it. too polite, afterall i am in the same age group...

and they were so sweet! they wanted to buy a necklace for me when we were in Marina Square. initally thought they were askin if they could buy for themselves... took a few minutes to make
sure i got them right.

but of course, i said no. thats the right thing to do. and i always do the right thing... most of the time=P

in the end, they got me this tea-cup which they had brought from Japan. it has a term, which i sadly forgot. they told me they had enjoyed themselves. had they really? cause i think i didnt really sense any excitement among them when i bring them around. guess they r sensitive enuff to a girl's feelings, to white-lie. hahaa.


and they said they would write to me!!! i am shocked! cause they r talking about SNAIL MAIL. wow! haha, cant wait to see if they would actually write.

day ended at DFS with an explosion of flashes from the camera.

heard alex's and yiting's grp actually had lunch in MACDONALDS eating the TEPPANYAKI burger. i cant figure out why. fly all the from japan to eat japan's food? dun geddit but i understand why.

it is always nice to see something familiar when u r away from home.