Tuesday, February 13, 2007
almost same angle. but i think got big diff. i think its just the make up gets better and thicker. haiz. time to learn how to put fake eyelashes.
oh, just feel like droppin a post here dun-ask-me-why.
i am developing a mania for ELVA HSIAO COZ SHE SINGS WELL and has small eyes like me. but she makes them look big after her fake eyelashes and layers of mascara and god knows what else. kekekeke.
tomorrow is Vday. the bery commercialised festival for the big flashy parade of love.
yes. i feel sad. iam not part of a couple just like my previous 19 years. i wonder y. maybe i should ask a guy out instead of the other way round. at least i know i like this person in the first place. its so depressing to reject ppl. kekekekek.
i can sense things lor. he said, i booked 2 movie tickets, and my friend cant make it tmr. and i need to find a person to replace him...
how much truth is there in wat he said?
the more i think abt it, i think i get more annoyed.
anyway, its just W-day. i can hope for surprises but i dont think i will have any. and tmr, i dont wish to see any lovey-dovey couples next to me when i take public transport. their skin will burn with my acidic jealousy/enviousness.
how come i cant attract guys whom i can like them back?
work isnt challenging at all. boring repetitive myopia inducing admin data entries. i dont like it at all. i have a colleague who told mi she like data entry. GOSH, there ARE ppl who like data entry!!!!!!!! lol. one man's poison is the other's meat, huh. i cant do it for the WHOLE DAY lah. i got 2 short an attention span. i rather be on the move. sitting there doing those admin work is so motivation-less. nothing to spur me on. there is no salary. no reward. sO. how to find motivation to keep going and going and GOING!!!!?????????????
ARGH. hate it.