we went to Ngee Ann to gather research. more exactly, attempted.

we took a cab there and its driver was so so... chatty. to say the least. in the 35 min ride, he managed to clue us in on the fact that he is married with 3 daughter, have 4 room flat, has 4 computers in his house, plays MAPLELAND, has a super-scholastic brother who works for an american company, and that NYP students have the slackiest dress sense generally among all the polys.( are u out of breathe yet?)

thats a lot of information!

anyway. we went there for nothing... almost. didnt get what we wanted anyway. and there is lots of walkin involved.


of coz, the best is yet to come. it came only when we decided to go home.

i told them that every bus at the bus stop goes to the clemeti MRT station. so we happily boarded the first... should be the 2nd bus that came, not carin abt the no or whatever.

and that bus... ... almost gave us a heart attack. to cut to the chase, we boarded us a bus that didnt go to clementi and drove thru VERY ulu places which made us thought that we r gonna lose our way and end up in Enuos with Syaz.

we couldnt recognise any landmark.

alex and syaz were makin so much noise in the bus, each time the bus turns away from the train track. SO SO embarrassin!!!!!!!! hahahhahha/.


finally saw something familar and we quickly pressed the bell. feelin extremely relieved and happy.

and so, in a twist of fate, we ended up in QSC, eating tu-tu quay and drinkin bubble tea and window shoppin.

and helpin alex choose a spec frame.

this guy!!!!!! he is even more hard to please than mi. and very funny lahz. alex actually looks PRETTY!!!!!! ALEX IS PRETTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG. its not only me, even ah-ho agreed.
there is this song in my brain, very fittin...it goes like this: Pretty Alex, walkin down the street...

in the end, the salesman took out like, 1/2 the displays for him to try but he didnt like anything.
i had waited ( and joined in the fun),in vain and only to be late for my dental appoinment.

therefore, even though i run half the way to my dentist, he still decided that i should come back next week for the appointment. due to lack of time.

OMG... its like the 3rd time, the appointment has been postponed!!!!

She taught.
He baked.
i ate.

the end.

guilty as i am, for only knowing how to enjoy other people's hard work.

there is absolutely no use in being unhappy.

so i will be happy. i will accept whatever is placed in my life. i will not grumble. i will take it in my stride.


color of the month: Green.
dunno y. but i just like this color a lot, right now.

every1 has problems.

problems problems problems problems !!!!!!


everytime i learn something new which i didnt ask to learn, the infomation makes the problem even more tragically unbelieveable, adding yet another dimension of mystery and melodrama, allowing to appear as though it is a soap opera doomed for a not-happy ending.

the more i know. the more i realize i dunno.


worrying is a pointless activity. to me anyway. worry doesnt change a single bloody thing except make ur heart paipitate.

currently, i hate my life. is it the teen angst? i am already at late teens. gonna be a bloody adult.
maybe its becoz i am gonna be a bloody adult that i bloody hate my freakin life.

i dun wan to be asked for money.
by my mother.
who could support my brother's decision to buy a bloody car which he cant afford( yet).
to buy neccessities.
if u cant afford neccessities, y bother with luxuries now????? + faint+

hate her bloody voice so bloody much.

maybe i should just spend everything away so that i have nothing left. so that she can stop askin mi for it. so that she can start askin from her beloved son.

i hate money problems.


if u have too little, u cant be living at a decent quality.

but havin a lot doesnt gaurantee u happiness too.


wth. this is so freakin double edged.

hahahaha. there it is!Syazwan's masterpiece done at 6 am, today.

Maxine posed a very interesting question yesterday.

"my face has no chinese genes! why must my breasts have chinese genes??????"

FYI, her curves has reduced a bit due to her weight lose recently. at least she feels this way. every1 knows that when u lose weight, the first spot to lose the fats would be the mammaries glands!

just want to say, i am like, facing an opposite situation which is quite depressing. despite the fact that i had never been more aware about the existence of my boobs since i left secondary school.

sigh. despite this piece of eh... uplifting piece of news, there's NO escaping that i have an enormous urge to lose weight and go back to my skinny , curveless former- self.

dun wan to come to a day when i cant fit any of my existing clothes.

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i somehow manage to break my first molar. i had already broken it once when i was younger. and i had to break it again when i ate a piece of cookie or something. dammm. i am too greedy for my own good.

sigh,

2 small cracks make a BIG crack. which requires crowning now. which als requires lots of moneeee. damm again!!!!!!!!!!!!


the dentist had said that it would take at least 2 appointments to get everything fixed up. and told me that i should relax, concentrate on breathing and stop squeezing my thumb, coz it is turning BLUE!


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we got a new name for our group and syazwan came up with a brillant logo for us!!!!!!!!! will post it asap.=)

right, the first week of this sem has started and ended

and, we got ourselves a new teammate since KK wants to grp with arshad... or die tryin. lol. funny lahz, this guy.

i tryin to get used to spendin weekends at home. i realized i have like, absolutely nowwhere to go! omg. i have to admit i really have no life.

i cant ask my friends to go out coz they have work. or sch. or bf.

then what? go out with who? ghost?

but hor, the time at home doing nothing also pass so fast. now already midnight. i have been up for 15 hours already!!!!!!! lucky got harry potter entertain me.

thanks , arshad!!

i have so much time on hand, i feel quite guilty for wasting them. for, i always believe that time is precious...


anyway, due to the ridiculousy large amt of time i have on my hand, time has made mi realize what my heart really wants.

no, it is not money and to be rich.

it is not even THE perfect boyfriend.

and i dun even care abt grades that much.


wat i really want is NOT TO GROW UP.

yup. i want to stay like a child, lead a child-like life as long as possible.

its so CAREFREE and i am not bothered by anything except school and TV and playtime. i dun wan to think about employment or carreer, transportation costs, road taxes, rising petrol/electricity bills, etc etc...

all the money issues that the grown ups face.

today my brother has gone to most probably , purchase a car. i sighed. i really think his job and our family cant really afford a car, no matter how low the price has dropped. i mean. only my father work. their combined salary for a month isnt even near.... the cost of one tiffany ring. or 5 burberry white coats. or errrr.....2500 hamburgers.


but a car is what brother had really wanted ever since he broke up with his ex. he didnt even want a new gf. he wanted a car. ehhh... he said he rather "feed" his car than feed a gf. i guess i can sorta understand.

coz, no matter what happens, how good or bad u treat ur car, ur car cant dump u. ONLY you can dump ur car and upgrade it anytime u wan. but when it comes to gf, no matter how good u r to her, u still have a risk of kana dump, whether u r mentally prepared or not.

so sad right.

maybe with a car, my brother will suddenly be more attractive to those girls out there. i can just imagine them, eyes sparkling and all flitatious like, in those fluffy soap opera..... yuck!!!!! what kind of sis in law will i end up with?????????????

which remind mi, ,my brother kinda said he doesnt mind not gettin married. WHAHAHAHA.

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.


The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.


Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.


The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.


Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.


The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.


How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.


What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.


Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

i've got loads of time on hand.


so this is what it feels like to be on holiday, slackin away.


i wake up whenever i want, sleep whenever i want and just watch TV the rest of time. oh, i try to go joggin in the morning also. or i resort to skipping if i am so so lazy to get outta the house.



i refuse to become a 100% certified couch potatoe. and risk piling on kilos in the process!

so many nice shows to watch!!! ahahhaha.

there's the new idol-drama on CH54. the show better dun disappoint me after building up my anticipation and expectations.

ohHHH, and my friend is attached ! i wonder how long can she last this time round. lol !! kinda sound wrong with my last question. but according to pattern, this one should be countable in months... way better than her previous attempts at relationships...

whahahah.

i just wish u all last for a very long time K?

yiting and kaiway tricked mi into going to sch to rot with them.

technically, its only yiting's fault since she is the one to ask mi to go. but i noe they both r the mastermind.

but ok lah, stay at home, i also only sleep only. lol. kai way is pretty entertaining. Jean is the new president! WOW! CONGRATS JEAN!!!! the president of SU has been female for consecutively for 2 years! guys in SU...+ shake the head+... not up to standard ah? lol, only noe how to self entertain half the time...


then whoever in the SU room all go for dinner together at ... + where else??+....Cafe Cartel! sigh, i cant resist the lure of the fresh, warm bread=) they played the no. game then, yiting had to kiss candice. lol. through out the time, they just exchanged lots of gossip. really funny. all of them, kelly is such a DRAMA- queen!!! should join star search but 2 bad, star search is already a thing of the past.


today, made plans with diff people to go out on different days. haha, feel happy that my friends and mi all makin effort to make time out to hang out with each other.

dun need a lot of friends, just need a few real, true ones.


oh yah, i went to watch Tim Burton's Corpse Bride. so many cool one liners which is full of puns!!! so smart and witty, i wonder who wrote the script... ^ brillant ^ !!!!!!! applause!!!!!

my last time workin in FA-SC !

feels like any other day... time really flies so super fast, feels that it travels faster than light. i already spent 11 months there!!! almost anyway. hahaha.

there got loads of new girls. feels like a new dynasty already.

the ones i met today, not bad lah. one from NYP also, but livin in Tampines, lol. have to travel to school. she said she regret coz she didnt noe TP accepted her in the end.

it was busy . JL havin sale. my arms aching like never b4. sigh. my arms so muscular sia. is it retribution when i luffed at YF for havin muscular arms? lol.

even my colleague said so, that i am sorta unproportionate, coz my shoulders is still comparatively skinny. =( so what should i do? push ups?

then i told them, i am gonna find new job lah, but must be cafe type... all of them gave mi suggestions. ALL said Cafe Cartel... HA, is that place really that good? the pay is good, but sigh, they didnt accept mi, thats y i ended up at FA anyway.

tml still have to go Marina Sq to work. there got a different feel to work. got more people to watch, and not just customers. in fact, MS get ten times as little customers compared to SC.

no more free cookies le. kinda sad this way. =~

then, will meet one of my good friends from my past workplace later this week. to job hunt! haha~ now, with 2 weeks more to sch, i wonder who will hire mi. lol. i wanna go ask NYDC, Fish and Co , Cafe Cartel , and ehhh.....all the restuarants !

feel sad that i didnt even get to go out with my best friend this hols so far. still hoping that both of us will be free to go sing song or whatever. will be good to catch up with each other. dun like feelin so distanced from her...

i wonder how come we dun chat on msn to catch up and fill each other in on whats going on. is it becoz there is no point in doin that? since we can just go read blog?

in fact, i realize i never really go out to play this hols, so far. but when i did go out, once, i spend so much! i think, more than one hundred. which is a lot for a poor fellow like mi.

back at silvera, janet told mi that a lot of people ask her whether i got boyfriend or not. LOL. it really is quite funny to mi. if they want to noe, y dun they ask mi themselves? AND most importantly, why would they even want to noe? hahhahhaha. a bunch of KPOs I guess.

Nancy actually worried that i wouldnt be able to work on weekends coz i might not be free. but janet told her that "there is no need to worry coz i haf no BF wHAt! she will b free 1.!"

HmmmPhhh!!!

MUST i have a BF to signify that i ALSO have a life ???? albeit one which is more ( i admit ) lonely and tiring ( from all the waiting for the RIGHT guy to appear...) ?

but still, if i cant find someone i like,to teach me what is love and how to love, i rather not try at all.



and btw, janet herself is also single.

HAPPY ChildRens's day!!!!!!! with 2 mins to go!!!!!