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Friday, July 27, 2007

been talking on the phone a lot with ZH.

being 27, he thinks and prepares for marriage... which i really... approve. hahahahah. in fact, at 20, i appreciate and love it! 20 is young, but already i do think of marriage.... though not thoroughly.

deep down, there is nothing more i want than a romance, a relationship and a marriage that my parents have. they didnt need to have a lot of bfs/gfs before deciding that they met some1 they want to spent the rest of the lifetime through thick and thin.

he already told me his monthly salary, his goals and what he wants in life. how he would disciplline his kids. he already wonders do i think whether what he can provide for me is enough or not.

BUT

guys before and after gotten the girl in his hand, can BE SO FREAKIN DIFFERENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

will he treat me the way he does now?
9 outta 10 wont.

11:31 PM

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

how long does it take to realize that you are in love with someone?

perhaps i take very long n i expect other people i.e my potential significant others to be just as cautious as me. i have no interest to began a relationship without thoroughly knowing some1 and break up becoz of the above reason.

coz, yah, my dear POS, once i again i said NO to a nice guy.

whahahhahahahah.

but i cant figure it out! how come guys can decide so fast? they r obviously not using their brain right? using their lower body to dictate their decisions regarding girls and relationships. okay, maybe its not the case, but still, i cant feeling this way lor.

come think of it, my previous relationship, years ago with a undergrad started very soon after knowing each other too. n it broke apart just as soon. i am just eager not to have history repeat itself.

=( cause i think, i kinda like this guy. i love the way he protects me and ... just takes care of me. i've been looking for a shoulder to lean and maybe, just maybe this time, i had really chanced upon it.

but is he looking for a two way relationship as well or just something superficial to pass his time? but judging from his character, he doesnt seem like the sort. but then, i only know him for 2 weeks. but then, its the feeling that counts.

bleah. HAIZ.

there is always 2 sides of a coin. A reason for a cause. a rebuttal for a statement.

i can continue this until the next century.

anyway. here is the exact exchange.

hi:"..... can u be my girlfriend?"

mi:"No la!! know u how long only?"

7:39 PM

Sunday, July 22, 2007

u know, i am capable of askin a guy out.
like, askin whoever to go cycling.
to go eat dinner.
to go watch movie.

i like blue sky with fluffy white clouds. the heavy rain a few days ago made us late to office for about 1 hour. that is a lot!!!

blue sky with white clouds is the best combo. and sunshine. i love the weather in Spore. heehee.

its tough to shop with a guy. i really feel sorry for guys who shop with girls if they have no interest / willingness in the first place. hahahahaha. i dont like it. but once in a while, its fun!! esp when what u say matters. if not, bring u along for what?

guys have dilemma whether to buy long/ three-quarter pants. they take 20 min just to try a pair of pants. so yah lor, we r the same in some cases. patience is a virtue!!!!!!!!=)

11:44 AM

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