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Thursday, March 22, 2007

beauty is in the eye of the beholder.this morning at unity primary school, a cute girl with a pair of big, doubled eyelid eyes stood in front of me and announced to me...

she:" i think u r pretty."
me: "i think u r prettier!"
but my heart feels very happy of course.kekkeke.
she:" i like your eyes! They are not like mine..."
me:" Y??? your eyes are bigger , i think yours are prettier."
she:" Your eyes dun have the line, coz mine is double eyelids. my mother say double eyelids not nice..."

me. stunned.OMG. i was pretty (kekek) shocked!!!!! why would a mother tell her daughter who has a pair of big bright eyes that her eyes are not pretty???

well, little girl, u duno how much jiejie here wants a pair of double eyelid eyes which are big , bright and pretty just like yours.ur mom should get her brain checked. PRONTO.

she has effectively forced her idea of beauty into your young mind and maybe rocked ur self-esteem just a bit. wait til u grew up, i am sure u will be a big beauty!=) and crushed boy's heart left,right centre and everywhere else.

this school's children seem to like me a lot. hahaha. no joke leh. i was alone... not!! not with 5 little kids who crowded around me in a bid to help me. they were my store assistants, temp promoters and advertisers. realllly thanks bery much. thanks for really helpin and never messed anything up even tho u all were just 9/10 years old.

it was realllly sweet of u all. and nope, i wont be there next year, some other sister will be there. by then u probably have forgotten about me bbut really, thanks for even thinking abt something so far away.

sometimes, outsiders have the best view of what is inside of u. a parent commented that i am very patient with children who were all screamin ard me, and yet i remained as calm as ever to keep askin them to speak softer.yes, rachie, guess u r right. patience is in built with me when it comes to situation like this. if u ask for me to have patience regarding waiting for web page to load... i have none for that.

maybe i really will be a sch teacher just like the way my mother wants me to be ideally. anyway, i cant find any corporate co to even interview me now.

and lastly, i had been backstabbed. AGAIN BY THE SAME BITCH.

she is a TOTAL POISONOUS BITCH.

she has no reason to hate me . i dun even come into contact with her on a frequent basis!! i didnt do anything to her, so how could i even done anything wrong to her?

she tried to poison my supervisor the first lunch i wasnt in the picture. but luckily, supervisor...is clear enough about the whole picture.in conclusion...even my supervisor said she have no reason to hate mi. but she just does. coz i got a face which she dun like. thats fine. i dun need every1 to like my face. but not every1 who hates any1's face goes ard and intentionally talk bad abt that person ,ya?

she has no reason to hate me. but i have every reason to hate her til the day she drops dead.i already know she dont like mi. i just duno she hated mi this much.

yah, i am clueless. forgive me. i tend to believe in the good of people.

now that i am stabbed again and again, all i want is justice for myself.after knowing the truth only to discover i am so dumb to be stabbed , i still conclude that i am happier knowing the truth. even though i am BLOODY ANGRY!!

fâché fâché!

sometimes, snowwhites wanna-bes are even more selfish, evil, scary, poisonous, manipulative, scheming and capricious ,than the queen herself.i am sadded by this specimen of the human race.

cases like this, makes mi ashamed that i am part of the human race. thanks to the buddies i have in firewire. for some reason, that poisonous bitch painted me as some1 who has no friends and is employed as a loser.

u guys ensured me thats wrong and i am really glad for it. i have good friends.best friends and buddies like u guys... so even tho its just a few, i am glad enough.really emotional these days. i am trying to cry only for happy things now...=)

11:23 PM

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