i cant believe what azhar did. i dunno if its briLLant or disgusting.

he showed us a movie called "jackass", basically, its abt people who do weird, dangerous, disguesting things that you WILL NEVER ATTEMPT if you r sane~

like, papercutting yourself. like, wasabi snooter, bringing an alligator home to make ur mom say fuck./

some was fun......... but most of not. amidst all the groaning ( "SO<>
at least, azhar let us go early, and didnt tax our brains further by making us sti thru a boring lesson that he has no interest to conduct.

and then, we had a accouting test which i fall asleep at the end of it. YUP. ASLEEEEEP. lol. i rather sleep than figure out the answer. that was how hopeful i was.

and we spent the early part of the day logging. and the human-mattress shoot was HI-la-riious. totally. thanks to arshad,,,,,,lol. he really IS a talent. wHAHAHAHahahahahahah~

tml= the presentation day. its kinda exciting if u think abt it. and i really look forward to it. coz, its like, one less hurdle to cross. YAH*-^

hahaha! i finally bought my data pc link.

and i finish uploading all the pic..........

and i met up with YF, and she told mi her tragic breakup with her BF. hai, i think breakup will lead to breakdown.

so tragic...........2 years of love and broken by circumstances.

right. today is the day when the CEO of MDA comes for a talk.

and i forgot to bring my lanyard. and i had to find one and no one was there with a lanyard for mi to beg, steal or borrow.
how nice.

luckily~~~~~~~~~~~~ Ms Louise had a lanyard i could borrow , haH> i was so so relief. and then, after the talk, which was enriching, VC was mad.

i guess. sort of. angry coz we didnt ask any intelligent questions. the fact is, we didnt ask ANY questions. well, we dun dare, haha, at least thats what i think.

after the whole thing, we the 4 gurls and syazwan, went to rot for a while and kept taking pictures of ourselves. you see, taking pictures is our fav pastimes when we have nothing to do. they even tried takin pic in the TOILET>.<

and they were trying to talk in this fake british accent, its so so fuNNy, almost like watching a comedy.so yup. thats the story of the day.

i skipped lecture coz i dun wanna go.

i woke up early to do the ppt.

and i still have to do the diabled-piece, this is the one tht is killing me. ~!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have no inspiration. i have no interviewees. i have no anything. i have nothing. and yet i have to come up with something . i sure hope my only line of help can help mi.

she is this girl from SBM who is nt wheelchaired bound but have problem with walking? i also dunno.

and everyone in SBM is having presenatations. it sure looks this way. everywhere i go also see some business attired teenagers. its so hoorrible to see it when the person cant carry it off.
i mean, pants which are too short and exposed ur socks? so not making a good presentaion of yourself~ at least to mi.

next week will be our turn. multiple ppt in one week. how fortunate.
its time to play dress up again.

oh , we did soooO badly for SSL that we need an extra ica in the hope of passing the module~ My god. thats so so so so sad. so this sat morning have to wake up early and go for the talk to do a report.

i really cant wait for the sem to be over ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!

now is week 13! so so fast lor. sem2 gonna liao and exams gonna start liao and now
we are cheonging like cRRRAaZZyyy~!

so many thing happen concurrently. as mee mum says.
and its kinda exciitng that finaly, everything is coming to an end. good ggoood. it is a HUGE relief.

lets hope everything can turn up well. and the montage thins is fun. later after work gonna pic of the glutton sq. and the paser malam. should be fUn.=)

and ms wendy is still not here and i heard syaz say wendy is forever late.haha.

i was workin yesterday , day of the parade of the dreams.

and there was NO supervisors~~~!!ahahha. first time. but we very guai, also never take advantage of the situation to slack or anything. just kept on pestering weili to close the shop early.....haha,at least i did=P

then, we would take turns to run out to catch a glimpse of the chingay parade which would pass specialist shopping centre. ppl actually took the chairs from coffee bean to stand to see better~

i never like to watch chingay on TV. but somehow when u r there with hundreds of other ppl, the parade is actually quite interesting. u just strecth ur neck to see better and hope that the next float will be more spectacular then the last. the best this yr, was the dragon spewing some sparks out of its mouth. and some guy on stilts? ( duno what is it called lah,,,,,) shake the hands of every1 like he is Jay Chou..........-.-. and ppl actually respond back.

then i joined Lincoln, cyndy and kelvin for their supper since they are already at somerset. glutton sq was too packed , so went PS's BK. kelvin actually had photos of the SUper-DUper big canned stuff which i forgot. i think got mili? and the abalone brand wan...... it look hilarious!
too bad i never caught that part of the show.

the first day, we were supposed to do mainly Voxpops. and, it was HARD~! my god! singaporeans are so damm camera-shy. cant blame them lah, coz i am also camera shy. haha.
so the AMK voxpops was a failure, only managed to get one freaking kind soul to do voxpops for us.

then, we reach S.A. it was bright n sunny aLL the way til we reach there and got ready to rain. oh man, how unlucky can we get? well, its a good experience anyway. and the rain only stopped when we reached the bus stop to leave.-.-!!!! and my bad temper showed through , ( i am sorry guys, sorry for my black face...)

i just hate the feeling for waiting and doing nothing in the mean time. complete waste of time! and i am the super-impatient sort. so i slide into a bad mood, ignore mi..........

2nd day, was better, coz got experienced liao. LooLin is a good talent. and Mr Gregory was nice. the all-important interview was done. thank god.

this time round, it only started rainin when we reach the bus stop to leave. HAH. how ironic.
we are not finish yet, and there's tons of other icas to do......god!!! where do i have time to blog?

i went to bugis after sch with yiting to buy her jeans.
she finally decided to some action after talkin abt buying jeans for about the whole of one sem. wow.hahah=P

then we also went bai-bai( praying lah)since the temple is so near. and ah-ho did something so ah-ho i cant help but wana roll my eyes.

she returned from the temple with a pair of oranges. haha. my mother would have praise her!

the heat was scorching and we all felt like melting.i was, ( am still actually) debating to buy a mickey mouse shirt or the ayumi cd. i think is better both also dun buy. buy the cable needed to upload the photo from my cam better.

anyway, bugis is a place i been going to since young. my ma always bring the children with when she go there pray., and my brother hates it, altho he likes going there, coz after praying, he get some money to go play at the arcade nearby and i would accompany even i mostly watch and hate the arcade.

and when i acc my ma shoppin there, i almost always will end up with a black face., coz i hate waiting for her!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am the impatient sort. so i hated waiting esp when i had nothing to do, and all the shopkeeper hated mi for just lookin and not buying......................

and when we r there, we would always go Mcdonalds for mcnuggets.
the mac is still there now, but the arcade has sicne been closed down for a loooooong time.

hahah, it seems kinda funny now, i am feelin a wave of nostalgia now.

mi and cy went swenson and the food was good. its been a long time since i went there, the next time i am there, i am eatin the baked rice.............YUMMMMY

and now azhar is showin us his super cute baby boy's pics.during class. haha.............

and huien gave us rosees!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg, so nice of her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am ashamed, i never prepared anything except hersheys' kisses. no nice pakagin either.

and NOW<> i am so outta here.

this entry is solely for mi to bitch and yak about how happy i am to break up with my prev bf. (and u noe, dun think i am mean or nasty coz i am entitled to let off some anger here...................................)

top 5 untelorable reasons why he is not the guy for mi.
1) he is inconsiderate
as in
2) he likes to pick on my insecurities ( its his way of being humourous.)
which makes him
3) a major asshole
who also happens to be
4) DLing lots of pirated stuff,,,,,,(,and i am studying anit piracy laws!!!!!!
its against my morlale values!!)
and he always tries to
5) conform his thinkin onto mi. ( WHY?? asshole.)

esp the last thing abt him. i absolutely hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stop forcing mi to think the way U do. if i say NO the first time, i will most prob say the same the second time. DONT ask mi the 3rd. dun make my blood boil. so when i say, nope, i hope u dun go to my blog. pls dont ask mi if i can change my mind. stop askin my opinion about what to eat, u noe i dun really care. and when it comes to stuff/ issue i already have a opinion about, stop forcing mi to see it ur own way. i can already see it ur way. i just dun want to. coz i dun think its right.

and dun think when u r using my insecurities as a joke, u r funny. yesh, u might be luffing at ur own joke, thinkin u r being witty. but u r just a damm inconsiderate idoit who builds his happiniess other ppl's ( MINE~~) misery! UNacceptable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not funny. not a tiny bit esp if i am on the receving end on ur so called punchlines. WE r NOT havin a debate . ur debate tips does not apply here. i am NOT ur opponent. i am JUST ur ex.gf. geddit????????????????????/

i am so so so soso SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO damm freaking glad that i am over and done with . i can do better, even if its on my own. if u actually come to read my blog , when i ask u dont........i dunno what to say. now u finally see the true color abt what i think of u behind my forced politeness and good manners>????

aHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

i read lincoln's blog just now.
and i saw that he wrote that its impossible for him to likin mi when i am behavin the way i am.
and i am reflecting on it.

ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i never change the way i was behaving.see. how capricious is the human nature.

yup/ and 2 days later will be vday. yet anonther vday which i am alone. and i will get to see the couples parading their love for each other, and i am still searchin for my someone.
i think i will be hopin to meet someone like my brother who is damm eat-love.

some guys might say they like mi. but how many of them is truely in love with mi? and will stay that way? probably NONE.( coz i dun have many to start with.,.......anyway.) so, whats the point? i will break up with them in the ( very near ) future anyway.

yup yup yup/ whatever lah hor. this kind of thing, the more u think. the more u headache, and tml i am going shopin if there is no mishap~~~~~~~ YAY

ok. let mi recount today in a way as detailed as possible.

we went to my ah-peh's house at BUkit panjang. its his house, and i am first time there. its a small four room flat.

then. i went inside, saw my cousins playing card. ha, they ask mi to join them. so i played tai0di and won~ hahah, too bad it was no money invloved. but whatever. then more people came in and got more crowded.

then,. my skinny auntie, mother of the cousins i was playing cards with, told i got fatter~~~~~~DOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!! how morale-breakin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY GOD!~ its sorta embarrassin also, i still wear Small , ok///!!!!!!!!!

then. i was sittin ard, with my female cousins, listenin to them. suddenly, it got to the topic of my mother who favours my brother. and they were like, fighting for mi, pitying and sympathising mi who never gets half as much as my brother gets in terms of montery support.

really, they feel for mi. and i got so sad and that i was wanting to cry. iTs new year!!!!!!! and i wanted to cry.
they:" when kor-kor was schoolin, u gave him $$$$ to spend. mei-mei schoolin has to go work to support her own spendin! she doesnt even ask form u!!!!!!"
Ma;" he no money whhhhhhhat/"
they;" she also no money. thats y have to work!"
i was just luffin and wonderin what do i have this kind of mother. i know she favours my brother. and i try not to notice or think too much abt it. its really suddening.

you know when they say, pregnant lady';s kid will kana whatever the lady curse to other people.??
well, when my ma is pregnant with mi, she cursed so many people. i have my grandma's lined hands and an aunt's round cheek. all the atttributes she doesnt think is pretty.

and my brother is so heartbroken, he didnt go bai nian, coz he didnt wana them ask abt her.

then, at 3, went to the mother;s side. my uncle's new house! so pretty.. a movie-screen for tv screen. it might as well be. it was so big.
then the youngest cousin like mi so much. i duno y. i think coz i am novel. she can really YELL AND SREAM LIKE HELL> my ears hurt just thinkin abt it. but she is the apple in the eye. coz she is youngest and the cutest.

all in all, this CNY is fine., i didnt even read the book i was anticipating to read// coz everything is tight and compact. no time waaste. YAH~

its NEW YEAR EVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, haha. i like CNY eve, my family will have reunion dinner and thats nice.

and i went to window shop with kelly at cwp for keith vday present. no success. flop. tiring.

then i walk very fast back home, cz the sun is freakin hot, i broke my shoe strap, like for the 2 time already! twice in sem2~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so , i told my mmama. and beg her to sponser my shoes. and succeeded, haha.
so i went back to CWP and try lookin for a pair shoes with a freakin heel strap .....................but to no avail. hai..........dunno what to say man.i am too rough for straps. i walk freakin fast,. and i run in sandals, and i break the straps, and i hate it! what a vicious cycle.

oh. and the ex-classmates i walked pass were derek and wenbin. wenbin dyed his hair a freakin blond and i really cant recognise its him. so sorrrry.

my god. we went to this empty classroom to slack. we were all so sleepy, we become pigs. then we wake up. then KK and Sayzwan went to switch on the TV and we ended up watching a mute version of Tom and Jerry,. then, we were reduced to being entertained by Hi5. yup. so, thats how my 2 hour break went.

in the first break, mi n YT went to bishand coz i needed to interview some1 for that freaky azhar assignment. that person speaks cantonese, luckily, YT know how 2 speak. or else, it would be one duck and chicken. sO, yup, my feature interview is fairly done. then we walked ard J8 and the weather was super hot.

and next monday is vday~~~. and i will be spendin it aloNe again. hahaha. i so used to it, it doesnt matter to mi. but, mi and a bunch of friends from 02 has agreed to go eat ice cream to celeberate our singlehood. HAhAagahahah/ ....

EHHHHHHHHHH, something bad happen.

apparently, i walked pass my ex-sch mates and i dunno who were them. and they said i am dao.

hai. its not the first time le. can i just explain myself??????? i am NOT dao! just that i look really straight. and i am wearing contact lens so my vision is not as clear as yours........

your looks have changed quite a lot also, ya noe?

so my friends sometime will say :' hey, thats the guy, some1 ( whom i shall not name) has a crush on!"

mi;" really? i dun recognise the face,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,"
them:" dots/"
and i will be lost on who they are talking about.

this time round, the 2 guys in question, i think is, one is my ex. the other, i really have no idea who. i'll have to ask.

after the breakup, my brother has like, mild depression or somthing. after 2 weeks, he's like, out for revenge. he wanna make her regret for dumpin him by fa fen du qiang or something.

cool. suddenly, he has plans to buy a car and a house and get married b4 thirty and he has like, one hundred dollars in his bank account before he gets his next salary right now.

er. right . its nice to know that you r gonna glue ur butt to the comp and actually start to achieve something with ur hard work , man.

sO............. what else??? he is talkin more liao. good. good.

and azhar gave us another assignment. yah. it makes mi feel like a real reporter with the interviewing and stuff. but its CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shouldnt we have some slack or something? it should be against the law to stress students during this festive time.

and right now, kim and giang is ( almost) all over each other beside mi in the lab. totally grossing mi out.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yesterday , had a weird encounter with a weird-funny auntie.

she is a grandmother , bringing her grandson on a shoppin trip when she drop by Famous Amos.
she speaks everything twice , very afraid of forgetting to bring her stuff back with her.

she is also deathly afraid of takin the lift by herself. she isnt even sure of how the lift dooors will open! so she asked us how will it open and guess wat my dear supervisor said?

supervisor: " auntie! say HELLO then the lift door will open wan!"
auntie' " ah? really?"
we all cant help but snigger and laugh.

auntie;" can one of u bring mi to the lift ah?? got one time i got trap in the lift, and it kept going up and down, scared mi to death!!!! now i dun dare take life anymore~" she said almost hysterically.

mi:" ehhhhhhhhh... dun worry , the lift now is safe wan...."

in the end, i walked with her to take the life and she even wanted mi to take the lift with her to the fifth floor. lol. i thought i could say bye bye to her when we reache the lift, but she insisted i take with her?

" what if no1 go fifth floor??" she said~

"okokook." the strangers cant help but looked amused. oneo f the them couldnt take it anymore and told her she was going fifth floor too.

i think the auntie just recovered from some mental illness, from what she said.
so, thats what happned yesterday at work.

okok, i am staring at the screen for one hour liao. first to do my AV stuff and i started lookin for a new blogskin and its SO SO SO hard to find somethin i like. and. the most thing is i am no good with comp, or else i would have do a skin by myself..... so i had been searchig for half an hour liao!

and an absurd thing happen yesterday.

halfway in my job. me supervisor ask mi to go help the lady boss carry her shopping bags. ??!!

so i went. dunno what she buy, so super heavy! my arms' muscle were used up and by the time she remenber where she parked her car, my arms will have muscle the size of footballs or something.

really, its STILL aching now! can u believe it>?? at least its both arms, so it will be balanced .
lol.

i SOOOO wanna dye my hair~~!!!!
i just duno where to do it........

so its been a full day, startin early in the morin for the NFW thinngy. now its over and done with, every1 is def happier. and its one thing less on my mind. i think the cartoon kter by S was really nice, if it's really a t-shirt, i will def buy it... +_^