i am finally back, from the 3 day 2 nite camp in sch, snackin while i am recountin stuff that are worth recountin durin the camp...

first day
i overselpt. coz the nite before, was spent on the attachment mah. so, i didnt meet them at the train station, and K said that finally, for once i am late. yah, man, i was gettin pissed off. coz it seems like whoever i arranged to meet up are late. h[ ence, my msn nic now. ]

and we sat in the LTC waitin for them to annouce which grp we are in. and it turns out they deliberately seperate friends. sorta make sense since we wanna meet new people. but still got apprehension abt meetin new ppl...

anyway, my grp had 3 guys and 4 girls. until the 5th girl appeared in the ice breakers.
so who were in A5?

-jx[ spec wearin. lame also lah. ]

-jq [ not wearin spec. also a potential lamer ]

-jane-[ a really nice and outspoken girl ]

-kenny-[ they call him comic boy coz he has such pretty boy's feature!]

-kristy-[ sporty. and she reminds mi of a actress that used to come from channel U]

-joreen-[ the only yr 2. in the team. she is leader. think she is great with handicraft! made all the props singlehandedly .....!]

-joanne-[ tan, loves her sec sch. she was wearin swiss t shirts thru out the whole camp ]

i firstly, i would like to thank my lucky stars that my team mates are all really nice people who know the importance of team spirit.* phew *

muahhaha, therefore, i am here to sing praises of them. [ instead to bitch abt how horrible/ uncooperative/ demotivated etc they are ]

first day, feel quite slack. i fell asleep inside the ltc. jane and joanne could just talk across mi and i didnt stir. khariyah collapse entirely on the ltc floor. so i was SMALL case ;)

then i also dun remenber much. my god, just 2 days ago and i cant remenber...... gosh!

i remeneber...
kelly and maxine and khariyah sayin they wan to go home. really man, thse 3 girls are sO totally not camp material. so its amazing they actually sign up with out any one twistin their arms.........in the name of f_U_N...[ i wonder how much did they like their camp...]
lol.
maybe except for khariyah, somehow i think she look like she is the type who could rough it out. [looks are deceiving......]


i tried to sleep asap. i am lucky again. lol. YT lemme sleepin bag, coz the 3 girls who r sleepin together all have sleepin bag. they got more than enuff. whahahaha/ and i really sleep v early. yt said they tried callin mi but there is no response.



second day
we had PT. there was so many complaints among the girls. mi included.
but i still ok lah. one round only. *phew* make us do star jumps TEN times~!!!!
by fifth time, my leg no energy., now then i realise how challengin star jumpin is.

we had business game. sell for charity and sell lemonade . kina nice in a way.
we sold marshmallow with choco toppin. and it was a hit. [ i think ]

it was sold out pretty fast, duno coz we had good sales persons or it had demand...

and then the lemonade. we r the teams who did it the secound round. then quite hard. people had lemonade already.......... esp the lecturers. kana bombarded us again and again.
anyway, we didnt do well for lemonade, had lots of leftover. and we end up fillin our water
bottle with lemomade, so that it doesnt go to waste...

and kelly escape~!! no endurance!!

then we had a performance segment with the theme : fairy tale :.

ours were somethin like a make-cinderalla. which was quite a coommon thing among the grps.
but we had fun, rehearsing, i was luffin all the way~. its was too hilarious,. prince charmin who look sOOo decent actually scratch his arm pits and u noe, in generally had bad hygenine...

then joreen made use of the newspaper to make some really nice props./ she is amazing!

khariyah and maxine escaped mid yr to bathe, SOOoO clever. sigh. the rest of us poor things had to fight for the bathrooms with like, 60 other girls/>>>>>>>????????

they even had time to go S-11 for supper. they r like , wOw.



third day AKA last day!
after PT, had breakfast, the potion was so small that kevin had rooom for another plate of nazi lemak, water melon juice and a peice of fruit.

then adventure park. nnice~
we had to balance on a long log. and then sing a song. and all of us were determined to succed. and we did~. its not easy but not diff. but fUn lah.

then had to carry a cup by mouth bring back and forth. somehow i couldnt scoop water with my mouth in the pail. my head too big?? wasted precious seconds . i was so BaD that my grp menber just scoop a cup for mi to hold...
.sigh..... but we stll mamanage to beat A10. by 30 sec??
lol. actually there is no A10. the last grp was A6. but A4 and A6 got so little people that they combined, formin A10. [altho they call themselves in 4-6.] they lost their man power through injuries and escaping.

then, pack up , then assemble in ltd for debrief.

and for them to annouce who is the best teaM.

so who was??
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not mi.

hahahaha, mi and my team mates come in second!!!!! wOOo-HOoO~!!!!!!
thats good enuff. its my first time to be in a winnin team altho not the first.
its a good start. our prize was a box of almond chocolates.

after break camp. its ICE CREAM time.....whahahha, now then i realize hw much i am in love with ice cream......yUmmmmMy.* contented smile * and i shall award a pat on the back to the all of us who endured the 3 day 2 nite, stinkin and nian-nian torture.
^-^. we MAde it!!

and i pity the organisers, the main com and sub com. they actually do more things than us. yet get lesser sleep, AND had to stay back lOoOnger.

and i realize that i cant shit outside of my own comfy home!!!!!!
whahahah, first thing that i do when i reach hoMe? go toilet sia. whahahha.

and really, wearin contacts for more than 1/2 a day can be a torture~~~
jane's actually went to her top of her eyes! lucky its not mi. i would have FreaK out~ instead of like her, keepin cOoOL. really admire her man. she is so tall and tan, and athelic.

and next week is chalet! 3 D2N! again!

and the truth is, I CANT WAIT~!!
whahaha. no PT, no sweaty-and-stickiness. only do what we want to do~=)

seCond flash of brillance! 

flash of brillance., we r sO freakin cute.LOL 

saturday. a day which i was looKin forward.

firstly, cOZ i am working mornin with Ah-li. whahaah, can shout and yell at each other. she bery kind. bake special muffin for mi~. whahahahah. blueberry chocolate chip. whahahah. but the blueberry lousy sia. she put extra for mi still NOoO taste wan.

it was a BusY day! and still have to do promotiOn. so the queue snake outside of aMos. sigh. and it was near 4.30 pm, so i was like, cheonging to serve customers. Ah-li said i was SO sOoO fast. too fast for her.

i cant help it. i dun like seein queues. i wan to be as fast as possible to cut short waitin time mah.queue stresses mi. sigh. i want to be out ASAP.

coz there is place to be! i am goin to met with YF and they all for dinner in honour of her bday!
this is the 2nd reason why i am lookin forward to saturday. can finally see my sec sch good freinds! yeah. its great=)

then i know sure they late wan. so i went library@ orchard first. then i surely go bishan. sure enuff, not every1 was there.

we went cafe cartel. and i like. haha, i think its my fav resturant bah.

i like the bread and the soup. but not the pork. next time i wont order that again. it was so hard and tough to cut. and QX's ice cream was semi-mine. lol. the ice cream was nice. the strawberry also. i wonder how the kiwi tasted like. whahhaha.

we took a lot of pics man. my phone's memory was full in under 1/2 h. sOoO many!!!!!!!!
as usual, they said i put on weight and stuff. but its ok. i can live with it.

after dinner , walk walk in J8. went to MP3 player. think i will buy Muvo bah. cheap( comparatively speakin ) but all will wait til i get the next pay. or the next IT fair. but i think i will support creative. + hee hee +

then mi, QX and YF went off first. why?? we r the singlerettes among those wHo had dates. of coz we were together~ lol. whahahah. its cOoOL.

QX said she is hungry, so we had a hard time to decide where to eat. in the end ,went to cavana wheeere i went yesterday ( already!! with PF )...... i had the mocha.

we saw a A-word coffee and we duno whats that. so i decided to ask the waiter. and that bloody fool waiter tried to cover his ignorance of the a-word and said " coffee with syrup. want mi to show u the syrup??" when i ask wat type of cofffe that exactly was.

damm it, man. Stop hah-laH mi , man. hate it.

then i ask the female crew and she was btter. she admitted she didnt noe straight away and ask the manager. the a-word meant almond. sure enuff, the coffee QX ordered had a slight almond taste. but i prefer my good ole mocha.

all the while, the 3 of us just sit down and chit chat to catch up with other. and a flash of brillance struck us. whahahah, we went on a photo-takin mission. we took it upon ourselves to be the proud ambassodors for Cavana.

anyway, we took a lot of pics. and mi and QX r even the psuedo ambassodors for samsung. unfotch, the pic is with YH. not with mi. Yet. will post it here asap. i like it alot.;)

then, we move to Mac to carry on out catchin-up session.

we took from PF to CY to Poly to Chalet to Bad salesperson to Work to Weight...

lol. it definately was good. we made plans to go out again next fri, to KbOX.

what else?

oh yah. the attachment for acuvue. damm it, never call mi to tell mi when i am scheduled! so i couldnt moanin abt it to them when they talk abt work. hahaha, they knew they couldnt talk abt work, with out mi mentionin this and being sad abt it.

....................

tml meet with kelly and cO to go look at bags. then meet with shuilong to catch up.

maybe.

took a online personality test just now. as usual, i went to HE's blog and she posted somethin abt her EQ. so i went to site and see, and did another more interestin sounding test....................

to find out













how normal am i.

and


ladies and gentleman..............

i am



















You Are 65% Normal(Really Normal)
Otherwise known as the normal amount of normal.
You're like most people most of the time.
But you've got those quirks that make you endearing
You're unique, yes... but not frighteningly so!


haha, erm. i wonder who is not normal.
and i kinda like this analysis. means i am normal, yet not very. whahahahaha. meanin, expect the unexpected when u r with mi.......[sometimes.]

well. i went for the interview for the promoter thinggy. as usual, had to wait for HE. sigh. lucky i learnt how to be more patient over time.......... but. it didnt matter that we r early.

the big shots, being big shots, were late.

so in the end, we had to wait sOME more.

and usual, the independent mi had to face the interview alone. as i am the one alone outta the 3. sigh. whatever.

we were grp in 4s for the client-interview. and what a coincidence. 3 outta 4 ( includin mi ) were from NYP in my grp. AND.....all of us from SBM. and the other 2 are actually from the same course. LOL> so small-world right??

after the interview is lunch break. then i just sorta break the ice and talk to them and sorta become friends? so we SBM people had lunch together. while we had to wait for the phone call tellin us our results.

anyway, found out dat BK is alsO MAxine's friend froM sec sch~. SOoO qiaO. whahahah. all of us r like, inter-related? anyway, BK is a really interestin character. and unfortch, he wasnt choseN. and he could yak and crap a lot. and liKe maxine. he claimed to be of mixed descent. lol. anyway,i was the first to receive the fateful phone calls.......and eventually all of us did except BK.........he was rejected?!

sigh. reality is cruel.
since he is a free bird, i told him to go try FA. which he did.

and, well, since yours truly was chosen. it sets mi in a dilema. How tO balance FA and being a promoter?

and the trainin session is a killer. it really IS SUper-DupeR tough being a promoter. it was sort of like VC's lesson. with lecture . short quiz , complete with role play. and it was all squeezed into a 3 h session. sit tile butt was sore, i tell ya.......

i am sorta scared already. am i really capable of stoppin people in their tracks and make them listen to mi and convince them to buy my products? sigh. hate it.

and then, i still had to ruSH to FA. and then i found out that besides my new found friend who applied, there is 2 other GUYS who applied too.

now, u must realize that guys whO apply for jobs at FA are reallly almost as rare a blue Moon. got, but very few. and now, we got 3 guys in one day!! woo-Hoo>>>>>>>> is it time that the female-male ration at FA get more even????

definately HoPe SO~

anyway, i was super duper late even tho i already run like hell in my heels to catch the train. sigh. BUT lucky today got no supervisors. dun need to explain SOoO much.

its kinda sad actually. i saw this ad on Discovery Channel.

it said;" we all noe trees are here becoz they provide oxygen for the animals. the whale cant live with plankon, the birds are to help pollinate the flowers........ but what about us humans?????"

yah. what is the purpose of humans in the world.? what has we contributed to this world except accelerated the pace of its destruction?

can u imagine a earth without humans? i can.[ in fact , mother earth would be better off without us]
can u imagine a earth without tress? i cant. this earth cant survive with out trees!!!! so this effectively means that we r less important to the earth than a bunch of trees.......

which leads to my question which is buggin mi.......why r we here???????? we shouldnt we stay at monkeys? monkeys have SIMPLER life. [eg; no IP crimes, or cash strapped problems......]

everything that we do, only changes the natural landscape, and only benefit us, the human race. AND no1 else.So, tell mi, what is our usefulness to this earth? seriously, i really cant come up with one thing that is useful for the earth and not sendin it to doomsday.

and then, got one programme said that every life form on this planet will continue to evolve. we r essentially a product of evolution after millions of years. and who knows after another 1000 years , the human would evolve to become what. maybe we will live in the sky and airplane is the equivalent of cars?

anyway, if i am planet earth, the enemy i am definately most afraid is not some comet comin to wreak at mi, but is the disgustin race of human, who is greedy and foolish and likes to regret too late.

like, we only try to save the planet after knowin we have li-yong it tOO much. its our own fault we have to be drowned by the meltin ice caps. we reap what we sow.............................

i am feelin fustrated noW.
why?>

i missed the call from the roadshow people. i missed the call. HOw could i mISs that ImportANt CALL????? its that samsung phone which ringin voLumes i s dAMM freakIng soft , it makes mi have missed calls all the time.

and then i ask my mom whether any unknown people called for mi.
well, guess what., they did!!!!!!!!!!!!! and what did my ma told them? i was WORKING. my god. then they know i was lyin when i said i had nothin to do for my hols. feel like my bashin my head.

so what else makes mi wanna bang my head?[ besides the missed opp at the better job....]
1- suddenly have a urge to buy MP3. die. have to spend again. but i dun need ipod. i just need some nice unknown brand.

2-office politics. i am not invloved. but still, i hate knowin the conflicts. sigh.

3-my mother. besides the boo-boo which she made. which is my fault.i noe. she is also super sNoopy!!!!!!!!!!! i hate it when she peeks at my brother's journal. its supposed to be private!!!!!!! lucky she dun understand english.

4- the OGL camp VS my messy days. sigh. how? How? HOW???????????

aHHHHHHHHHHHHH...............

lemme just bang my head agianst the wall

better yet

....

lemme just vanish into thin air. since i have no purpose in this earth. except to help destroy it faster. sighhhhhhhhh. i am gettin depressin.2 depressin for my own good.

bo-liao3. taken in FamOus Amos after work. on the LAST day of sch. why am i postin these pseudo-ambassodorial pics here?? just to test the new software i just DL-ed for pic hosting ...yaH, its workin with out a hitch.......can u see my green contacts? 

this bo-liao2 

bo-liao 1 

i started the day feelin pretty good, coz we r finally gonna play badminton. YAY.

then, i found out that the atrium only got mi and no1 else!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for a moment i thought is it cancelled and no1 tell mi. IF that is true, i would be SOoO mad.

but luckily, KK and Syazwan was already there. anyway, we found out that we couldnt use sports hall. so what was our alternative???? considered bowling. that was too ex.[ we r sO broke that even bowling is EX. how sad=( ]

another luckily. alex knew that the sports complex nearby got badminton hall. so we can go there play after all. YAY.

so we spent 2 hours playin badminton. i lOve playin with KK. he is such a pro compared to the rest of us. playin with him makes mi feel that i really am burning a lot of calories. LOL. and playin with him makes mi feel that i am a better player compared to last time.*wiNK*

after playin, went back to sch for lunch and then i went for THE interview. THE same interview that CY and HE took yesterday. the lady was quite nice and friendly. and she even noticed that i was from the same sch and course as CY and HE from yesterday, LOL. but i didnt say i knew them................

will hear frOm them by this wed. i hope that it will be successful. and what will happen to famous amos? sigh. maybe i can do both?

maybe i can stop worryin about undue things,huh.

i have nothing to do and when i have nothing to do, i always find something to do. so i choose to go to my friends' blog since there is nothing better to do. so i chance upon huien's blog where she posted her IQ test results from some webby.

so i went to the webby , took the test, [it seem like fun and easy and fast] and it confirmed my susipicion.


i am..............

























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highly............




















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inteLLigent.












whahahahahah.













so like, arrogant and thick skin and shame-less right?*smirk* joking lah. was surprised to noe that, anyway the iq tests was really simple multiple choice stuff. that is why i even bothered to dO it. [ i mean, the truth is, i am a lazy persOn. got too many qtn then i wouldnt even start........]




Congratulations!Your general IQ score is 140.
A person whose IQ score falls in the range of 129-143 is considered to be "highly intelligent".
An IQ is a composite of your scores across 12 distinct types of intelligence. For example, in this test, your pattern recognition score is 100. For a full analysis of your score in this area and 11 others, order your detailed intelligence report, which will be calculated and made available immediately for only £9.99.

Your
Greatest Intellectual Strength:
Logic
To achieve your goals you need perseverance, insight and desire. Achievers recognize their strengths and utilize them. Exceptional intelligence does not guarantee results--to achieve excellence, you must fully understand your strengths and learn to maximize your efforts. Knowing your greatest intellectual strength may give you insight into how you can improve your learning process, work better with others, or become more self-aware of your abilities.

[........ logic. sigh. its true i guess. i am a very logic-rooted person. logic means practical right?
so i am an anlaytical person which dun have any wild fantasies except when i am makin a lame attempt to make a joke or something.]



Your Greatest Intellectual Weakness:
Spatial Skills
Weaknesses are the roadblocks we face when trying to achieving our goals. By simply recognizing your greatest intellectual weakness, you are able to compensate for it by improving your other attributes. Awareness of your weaknesses allows you to predict problems and find solutions ahead of time, thereby alleviating future headaches.

[ what is spatial skills? read on and find out.....gona paste some more stuff from the webby]




Detailed Report for Intelligences

Pattern Recognition
The ability to recognize patterns, either mathematical, verbal or symbolic, is a broadly-utilized talent. Patterns exist in all aspects of life, in ways both overt and subtle. Appreciations of music, mathematics and poetry strongly utilize pattern recognition. A person with a high pattern recognition score will more deeply understand the connections between things and will more easily be able to internalize their experiences to wisdom.

Your Pattern Recognition score is 75.
This score is better than 92.0% of all test-takers.
You scored highly in this intelligence.



ComputationBasic arithmetic computation.
The ability to add, subtract, multiply and divide efficiently and correctly defines computational intelligence. A person who can mentally juggle numbers will apply this ability in a variety of ways each day, including simple tasks such as balancing a checkbook and calculating the tip for a restaurant bill.

Your Computation score is 75.
This score is better than 92.0% of all test-takers.
You scored highly in this intelligence.
>>>>>>>>
[ every sg kid can do well for this segment after takin 10 years of maths. and doing the maths sum in the TB everyday.]




Logic
The ability to comprehend and follow rules and conditions, as well as understand how different rule sets interact and can be woven into everyday life. Strong logic skills may lead to mathematical or computer programming talent, but will also give you a cleaner understanding of cause-and-effect relationships and the ability to follow assumptions to their logical conclusion.

Your Logic score is 88.
This score is better than 97.3% of all test-takers.
You scored very highly in this intelligence.




Spatial Skills
The mapping and mental control over space and location. A person with high spatial skills will have a good sense of direction and a heightened understanding of graphical placement. A person with a high spatial skills score may be more appreciative of paintings and other visual art, and will be more adept at physically viewing things from different perspectives.


Your Spatial Skills score is 50.
This score is better than 60.3% of all test-takers.
You scored average in this intelligence.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
[ meanin i am a directionless idiot? hahaa, AH-hO then confirm get full marks sia. she is the queen of the road map and bus map and whatever map....lol.
and i cant appreciate arts. quite true leh. i think. i can apprecaite paintings , thats for sure. but i noe how to app daance and (pop) MusIC.....does that count?=X]







Reading Comprehension
More than just the ability to comprehend stories or explicit directions, this intelligence is the basic ability to discern important and relevant data from a glut of information. Applies to any form of communication, not just text. A person strong in this ability will have a better understanding of social and psychological relationships and the intricacies of communication.


Your Reading Comprehension score is 72.
This score is better than 89.7% of all test-takers.
You scored highly in this intelligence.
>>>>>>>>>
[ that means i have a good understandin of the social and whatever and intricacies of communication???????? well............ erMMMM........mian qiang baH. i am the last to noe abt gossip coz i dun like to KpO 2 much. '
but scoring well for this mean i can go into PR, no?]





Intuition
When logic alone does not present an answer, the ability to utilize experience in a creative fashion becomes necessary. Intuition is bound to both the subconscious ability to find an answer and the conscious decision to accept or reject this "hunch." A person with strong intuition may seem lucky, prophetic or wise.

Your Intuition score is 82.
This score is better than 95.4% of all test-takers.
You scored very highly in this intelligence.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
[ yes, people. this means the sixth sense that I posses is actually pretty gooD.so, yup, why do i fail my MCQ test sometimes?? power failure is it??]





Structural Creativity
The ability to build and analyze structures, both physical and mental. This ability is strongly used in professions such as architecture, carpentry and computer programming, but may manifest as strong organizational skills or the ability to plan ahead.

Your Structural Creativity score is 67.
This score is better than 84.5% of all test-takers.
You scored highly in this intelligence.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>
[ the ability to plan ahead?? ok, i guess i do fit the bill.....personally, i like plannin and think that i can do it pretty well.
but even tho i make a great planner, i CANT SEEM TO STICK to IT. talkin abt my healthy-diet-loss-weight plan, of coz]





Visual Creativity
Creating and analyzing images, both physical and mental. A person with strong visual creativity will often think and communicate in images rather than words. People with strong visual creativity are more adept at storytelling, story comprehension and visualization.

Your Visual Creativity score is 70.
This score is better than 87.9% of all test-takers.
You scored highly in this intelligence.
>>>>>>>>>>>
[ am i good at story tellin? no idea leh. dun think so. my friend yufen confirm get full marks for this. she makes my rib cage hurt when she tell even the slightest amusin mundane things in life]





Comparative Analysis
The ability, given two or more items, to find similarities and differences between them. Used in all walks of life and in conjunction with other intelligences, this skill is closely related to the concept of a general intelligence. A person with a strong comparative analysis score will often have a high general intelligence score.

Your Comparative Analysis score is 82.
This score is better than 95.4% of all test-takers.
You scored very highly in this intelligence.
>>>>>>.
.[ sigh., very true. esp when i buy things. i will maximise the comparing spirit til e top. haha. to mi, this spirit is also known as the auntie-shoppin-at-the-market-lookin-for-best-price spirit, does that means they have exceptionnally HigH iq?]]




Processing Speed
The ability to quickly and effectively process data. Someone with high processing speed is able to quickly discern problems and locate answers, and may have a more highly-developed sense of organization.

Your Processing Speed score is 65.
This score is better than 80.1% of all test-takers.
You scored average in this intelligence.
>>>>
.[ means i am a slow coach lah. hahahaha.]


anyway, it was fun while knowin the results. i suspect every1 can get a pretty decent score for this supposedly IQ test. whahhaha, but it does make u sorta feel good abt urself?

ok people , u can go to this follwing website and see for urself =)
http://quiz.ivillage.com/cgi-bin/iq_quiz/uk/iqnew.cgi?age=19 [ also availabe at huien's blog]

yup. its my first time going to expo. first i had to wait for CY. then wait for CY , StIILL have to wait for HE........ * heart pain* anyway. went there for the adidas sale. though i could pick up a cap or somethin.

then HE told mi that the sale start at 2!!!!! and my work is at 2.30pm. and i fell for it hook, line and sinker. how pathetic of mi....... so i spent the whole of the mrt ride there thinkin how to explain to my super -strict- supervisor how come i am late////[ the mrt broke down lah, so i am late....no choice , u see??] u can practically see the wheels in my head turning as i try pretty desperately to come up with a believeable excuse.

anyway, i was just relief that the sale had started and we need not wait for it to start. * phew*
and it was a longer queue sale than mangO. and the only good things there r the shoes , i guess. everything there which was decent STiLL cost quite a lot.

sigh. end up never buy anything. the cap was nothing good. HOW COME one decent cap also dun have?????? HE got a nice pair of sneakers though.

then still gO Cineleisure to eat long john. i eat super fast and den i end up with a ulcer on my upper gUM. not very pain. thank god. had to walk really fast, to F.A , too. i am a professional fast walker liaO. and sadly, i still stuff my face with like, 100g of the cookie even tho i noe it would make it worse....... sigh, where r u......my willpower??

was really tired through out the whole day. feet is killin mi as usual. and ebery1 comment on my rough hands~ makin mi ashamed of them liaO. why i so young then the hands so duper-uber-rough? maybe i am cursed?

i have no idea 2. i wish this isnt the case 2.

You can change your life(If you wanna)
You can change your clothes(If you wanna)
If you change your mind
Well that's the way it goes
But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat('Cuz I wanna)
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back

At least not today
Not todayN
ot today, 'cuz
If it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
That's already flown away

Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

You can say you're bored(If you wanna)
You can act real tough(If you wanna)
You could say you're torn
But I've heard enough
Thank you
You've made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here
At least not today
Not today
Not today, 'cuz
If it's over
let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
That's already flown

if you're over me, I'm already over you
If it's all been done,
What is left to do
How can you hang up,
If the line is deadIf you walk out,
I'm a step aheadIf you're movin' on,
I'm already goneIf the light is off,
Then it isn't on

At least not today
Not today
Not today, 'cuzI
f it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
That's already flown away

Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday
Haven't you heard you're so (yesterday)I
f it's over let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday
So yesterday
I'm just a bird
That's already flown away

Laugh it off
Let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterdaySo yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

[ not quite my situation....but the one phrase pretty much sums it all up.....]

yesterday's work was quie enjoyable. the supervisor was Xueli and we had weilee and daphe and affrati.

anyway, huien came to interview for part time. but duno will get or not. dun get also nvm, coz pay so low. and then i saw in the papers need promotors for roadshow and i got really excited.

coz the pay is good and this is somethin i never done B4~ so i called Cy and He and told them to call and try and tell what is it abt.

then when we go home , we all takin the same train for once. and Affrati is sO bad. in fact we r so bad~ whahahah, we blocked DAphe from leaving the train. whahahah.

that poor girl was too shy and nice[?] to push and force her way past affrati, whhaha, coz maybe she think guy-girl-skinny-skinny-not clear??[ geddit ?? its a chinese phrase.] poor girl. she very scared of ghost one. and the next stop was bradell, where there is very little people, and her imagination was already runnin way 2 fast. [ coz we told ghost stories when there is nothing better to do just now. i told them the azhar say one.] lol.

so she had to miss it coz she was too scared. we r sO bad.!!!!!! i am So BAd!!!!!! but it really is very very funny ................=P

i just went to my friendster and saw that there is some guy who wants to nOe mi.

now , why am i bloggin abt this insignificant fact ?

this is becoz.........

he has the SAME NAME as my ex! ( i admit, his name is a common one. but this guy is also in the twenties like hiM. and so soon after i had to deal with the ex-pisode yesterday. and i being hunted or haunted or retribution or what??!! )

whatever. i notice a trend. i kind of always had the older guys who like mi. lol. erm, why huh?

i dun mind older guys, actually. i just mind that none of them is THE one. sigh. sigh.

^ Sigh^...........

i am here to blog abt yesterday, couldnt do it yesterday coz come home too late liaO. too tired. plus the fact the cOm is used by the superglued - butt.
be warned : this is gona be A LLLLLOOOOnG entry!

all right. yesterday was pretty eventfUL. i went for a nice and long jog. long meanin half an hour, this is long enough for mi. whahahha. no1 was there. not a lot anyway, the sky was cloudy. the sun was hidden by the clouds. so it was gooD. can feel the breeze .....=)

then i went MSN, and saw huien. chat a bit and then she say she will help mi do tag board. whhahah. so now i have a tagboard and people who tag there..? say thank you to huien for makin it possible!!! lol.

then had to hurry to work. work was especially tiring. coz we had to scrub the oven grill.
from bronze to silver!!!!!!!!! so dammm tiring!!!!!!! sigh. i think my arms got a really good exercise from it. i think i am gonna gain a few pounds of muscles from it. and in the midst of it, i received a call from my ex.

i was so surprised and awkard. he called when i washin the grill and my hands were dirty and stained with the cleanin thing. so my another friend had to hold the phone for mi while i talk.
lol. it reallly is pretty funny, if u think abt it. i couldnt help but laugh lor while talkin to him and wishin he will faster shut up.

he wanted to see mi.

sigh. so after work, he really came to fetch mi. i was ...............apprehensive. scared? not eager at all to see him. i knew he came just so he could ask mi to patch up with him .i dreaded it coz i know i cant give him the ans he hopes to hear.

anyway, he asked where i wana go and i said: 'Home"

the ride home seem longer than usual. i was even beginnning to suspect he was drivin in circles. lol. hahah. its stupid of mi. i admit.

anyway, the gist is that through out the whole ride, is that he kept askin mi to patch. and i kept playin the cruel, evil person. kept refusing.

mi;" lets just be friends."
him: " why????????? i still like U! i feel that if we dont give it another shoot, its not fair. i will change! i will not repeat my mistakes! i will treasure u even more. i will make time for U, can u just give mi another chance?"
mi;" no. sorry. no. no way. no go."

when he heard the words " no go", he launched into a analogy involving traffic lights.
MY GOD! felt like bashin my head already.

him;" why not? y cant u gimme a chance??'
mi:" coz i dun like u enough~ i like u, but i dun love U( geddit???)" i dun need a relationship with some1 who i dun love. dun like. dun admire."
him;" give mi a chance, i can prove to U that u will in the future....."
mi;" no"./

we kept sayin the same things, both just as stubborn as the other. i think we could have been a pair of really good friends. LOL. sigh. and we got so drain from repeatin the same thing. got so thirsty. i cant stand it!

so how? how do i make it clear to him that now its not the time. he is the wrong person at the wrong time? (actually, its already very clear with way i talk.....+ snicker+.....just that he refuse to accept it.)

reasons why i wont patch.

1) i dun like U in that way, ( personally, i think this reason is strong enough,.)
2) i dun like the way u r stubborn
3)i dun like the way u say u will change for mi. ( i dun need u to change. i think if i am in love with u , i will be in love with ur flaws too. imply, i am not in love with U/.)
4) i dun like the fact u broke ur promise.( say wont go my blog, BUT still go somemore?!)
5)i dun need u corrupting mi, teachin mi the short cuts in life.( i dun believe in short cuts to success)
6)i like the way i am now.( very, thank u very much. i found out i dun need ur support, ur encouragment , ur shoulder or ur un-funniness.)
7)i just want to be free.( u like to control mi too much. conform mi. hate it.)
8) i just want to be friends....with U.

so, am i very wicked. i dun believe in second chances.if u waste it the first time round, is it my problem? i dun believe in regrettin the decisions that i had made.i dun believe in turning back. most importantly, i dun believe that you r the one for mi. and sO. i shall just remain the way i am , til the some1 appears. or i remain a spinster forever lor.

and at this point of time. i dun really care.

muahahaha. yesterday was SSL's module meanin last exam meanin last day of exam meanin last day of sch! muahahahah=)!!!!!!

i had my green contact lens on. i was kinda afraid i would look freaky in it. but no1 ever notice! muahahaha. its a relief. i dun wana waste money only for people to comment i look like a green eyed monster.

after the exam, we finally decided to go eat thai at a small place at Bugis. we had such a hard time spiltting the bill, even need to use a calculator. thats how pathetic we were. LOL. lucky we got mr moneybag AKA keith there. he flashed out a fifty dollar bill and we were saved from embarrassment. whhwhahahah. (sorrry keith, i still owe U $$$$~.)

at least the food was good and i think it was worth it. we almost cant finish it. even though we got 4 guys who supposedly could eat alot. A LOT.

then we walked ard bugis, and went shoppin at ParcO. too bad i had to work, i would have love to shop somemore. i shopped til my supervisor call me and screamed at mi WHY U STILL HAVE NOT COME FOR WORK AND YOU R LATE AND U NEVER CALL????!! all in one breathe. whahha. she is good.

so she called and i cant shopped anymore and i had to go work. they asked y I dressed so nicely.
lol.
why???

its the last day of sch! felt like dressin up. look good = feel good. ( in my case anyway.) usually, i am too lazy to put in effort in the way i dress. i cant imagine myself like maxine. every day put make up, and stuff.( too lazy, altho i love it.)

then they say next tue go and register for the theory test for driving. YAHHHH!!!!!!

things i wan2 do in the break ( not in terms of preference..+smirk+)
1- exercise everyday
2-read everyday
3-go library before its due date
4-buy some cheap nice office clothes
5-play badminton
6-go to the camp.
7-Chaaaaalet!
8-watch team america. ( maybe yes, maybe no. dependin how broke i am)
9- go out with sec sch friends
10-go KBoX. its been a lllloooooong time.

yup. thats abt it. not a lot right.oh yah, suddenly remenebered a funny thing syazwan said.
we were plannin abt post-exam activities( sound so sec sch ish lol), and he said he knew how i would plan my holidays.

monday-thai food
tue-greek crusiine
wed-french
thur-jap food
fri-western
sat-chinese
sun-.....alaskan!?

whahaha, if it really like dat, i also dun mind lah. sounds like fUn!+ wink+

went to sch to study with them since i cant study at home wan. too many distractions, i am sure every1 know what they include.

and we decided that tml after the freakin exam , we will go cityhall for lunch. YeppY.

and suddenly i had to work tml and tml's tml. god. tht means i will be workin non stop since the exam stops. is it a good thing or a bad thing?? i shall look at the bright side. i will be makin more money~~~ haha. YeppY!

it is an aBsolutely BoRIng day with a capital B.
sigh. i wonder how do i jaZZ up my life? my supervisor is back from thailand and he tells mi that everything there is super cheap and really..... i alSO wanna gO lor. he enjoys ShoPPIng so much that the only place he ever wanna go again is Bangkok so that he caN shop ( again ).

which reminds mi. turns out ,actually Alex SHieh is also a shoppaHolic. he sounds so much like Kelly, ( Or mi for that matter.)

if u asked, where shall we go during the breaK?

'' SHooPPIING @ Johor lahhh." " nice and cheap"
dots.
some how, i have a things against guys sounding like girls. or guys sounding like a typical girl. or guys En-joying typical girls stuff. it will make mi blink and take notice.....gO....' right~'.
ehhhh. the power of steorotyping. therefore, i just think that guys should not like shopping, or else, they have a wire wired wrong.

i am unbelievable. INcredible eVen. why....??

my GaWd. i actually forgot to bring my pencil case for EXAM todayyy..........lol. its not such a big deal since i could borrow a pencil very easily from the people.

BUT. how could i forgot to pack my pencil case inside my bag????

anyway, the exam was easy and hard. there is no why. it just is. i finish 45 min early. and just stone the time away. i fidget, try to sleep, stare anything but checkin the paper. which i am regretting now obviously. i wrote my ans without really ruminating abt it, writing the first thing that came to mind, which i think now, are a bunch of wrong ans........................sigh.

What~e~ver.

have a new nic name for maxine, its BreadGirl. lol. since she look like mian-bow-chao-ren. and yiting is SuperBreadGirl. she like to eat bread even more. lOl.

well. notice something, i have been blogging more and more frequently , to be exact, whenver on i am on the net........even tho i got better things to do. why hUH.....becoming a habit liao. but still, i am not gonna blog abt any saucy details in my life....haHA....( as if i got any saucy details like dat.)

anywaY, later is VC's module exam and i am still here. WHY???????????? i dun feel any fear for it and i feel like i dun really care. this is bad. this is like over-confident and then i will bomb the entire thing or something.

but whatever, still got time for some last min studyin later.

so my grand fathter is in hospital and his lung is spoilt coz of years and years AND years of smoking and he is there coz he cant breathe. BUT, my ma says he is outta the ICU. so thats a good thing. even tho i am not like, super close to him, and he gives his children lots of trouble, ( coz he is a compulsive gambler or something, spend money like water ) i dun wan another funeral in the family so soon.( who wants?) so, i am happy for my ma. she got one less thing to worry about.

and ,my brother is so Funny. LOL. he wrote his name on a souvenir mug from army. and guess what he wrote.
"LIM PEH ONE".

*whahahahahahahhahah.*

S cubed! it means Study-Slack-Session. and today is our first session which had 4 girls and 1 guy. lucky guy huh......Lol.

after i finish watchin Sunyanzi on TV, i went to sch to join them. and after they had lunch, we found a empty class room to study in.

and i really did my best to try to study lor. haha. dunno how much went in, guess i will know on exam day. and in between studying, there was some major slacking. and chit chattin and gossiping and plannin(!)....

yup. we did some planning for our much anticipated chalet~.

we couldnt decide between 3 D2n or 2 D1N..... both have good points...... and we had so much to details to discuss. there is so much to do when we actually get there.
we can
1) have a pinic by the beach ( which i majorly like the idea. Nice!)
2) BBQ
3)potluck
4)movie marathon
5)cycling
6) watch sunset/sunrise
7)suntanning ( a MUST , even tho i will end up like a cooked lobster...again)

but of coz, firstly must book the chalet and get the people confirm to go b4 i can really psyched myself up for this chalet.

after our 4 ( or more realistically 3? or maybe 2.........) hour session, its time to go home. but, some1 had the brillant idea to drop by eBase. ( is it mi ? or Kelly? whatver...) ~ so we went to the J8 ebase. we went and there was some conquests but not by mi. i dunno if its a blessin or a pathetic thing that i couldnt fit into the stuff i like......but i am glad i didnt spend on clothes. coz i would really help to have the extra cash.......

oh., all of us wanna be OGL. i wonder will they take all of us? will they take mi?

i am gonna use the break to make myself fitter, ( the bigger aim is to lose weight lah ). so i decided to run. as often i can, and i actually ( FINALLY ) started today. YAY.

anyway, as i was running, a girl suddenly striked up a conversation with mi... and she started asking all sorts of question and i guess she just wanted to make friends? wow. such out-going personality. and i was sorta taken aback.

she:" so u study where?"
mi;" NYP" lah.
she;" vday just pass, got go out?"
mi;" No" is it your business??
she;" got siblings?"
mi;" Yes"
she;" can intro>?? " * laughhter*
mi;" U wont like him," coz i am sure he will NOT fancy U.

eh......... sorta werid. kept askin mi questions. which are fairly personal. which i find sorta irritating, coz i felt like she was checking up on mi. which i noe is not the case. but, Wat EvEr~

well, i really admire how she can just strike up a conversation. and i can never do that.lol.

call one
my aunt called just now and we made small talk for a while. she asked whether my brother is still heart broken or not....( he STILL Is)
and i should keep my eyes peeled for some1 who is Honest, Hardworking and not neccesarily Handsome.

right.

she;" go find some1 how is older than U. your age 1, dun wan lah, childish. and no career!"
ehhhh. career? my age grp hardly got career.
she;' best is some1 who is 5 yrs older, 10 will be too old."
ehhhh, my EX was 5 yrs older, and look where we are now. guess, we met at the wrong time then. bad timing. this means we r not meant to be.

so in the mean time , i will keep lookin. which reminds mi.
yesterday i was watchin moulin rouge ( the last part only) and its such a nice show. makes mi fall in love with Nicole Kidman's ( acting).

and the sentence which they kept using? the greatest thing in the world is to love and be loved? i totally agree. i kind of feel pathetic for myself coz i cant find any1 to love... that way.

call two
VC~! my lecturer cum PM. called to ask my parents go the sch funnction as if they ever would. they rather be robbed than go to sch for any function.(usually)

so VC had to use MAndrian coz my ma dunno eng. haha, she only told the good stuff. lol. my god~ my ma probably thinks i am a model student or whatver.
i am nOT~ i skip lectures and class. whahhahaha.

never judge a book by its cover.

VC;" u studying or not? dun just sleep the whole day or slack the whole day ,OKok??" or something to that effect.
eeeeehhh , i was reading SSL's notes lah. dun worry. i was revising when u called ,
i will my best to pass everything.
i dun wanna stay til sem7. the sem 7 which u so innocently suggested to us.( which i feel is a threat to scare us to prevent us from not studying>

i was doing the morning shift today and the time pretty much flew by. it was BUSSSSSY~
and i hate doing the cashier coz i am always afraid of any cash deficit. yah, a term from wendy's lesson.

and the more i was cashier, the more blur i become. i was so tired~. my energy was sapped out from mi...

and i realise, between work and exam, there is little time left! i have only about 2 days to study, discouting work time. WOW. ehhhhhhhhhhhh, why huh??

so there's no time for mi to slack at home.
study study study but yet i am still here, wasting my time away. playing collapse on yahoo or surfing friendster.hai....... i guess i have no determination at all.

i am back from SCHOOOOLLLL..... haha, the end of year one. SO SO fast!

so what did i do?

i was late. coz i forgot to bring diskette for SSL. but anyway, its oK. i was in time for lecture, and Wendycakeshop told us to choose the elective ASAP.

i chose JAP and Familyand youth. haha. why>? coz i hope i will get to work with some handsome badboy and have a love affair., LOL. just kidding. coz i kinda can see myelf doing social work. its meaning ful, ya noe?? just hope that i will get to know some great people no matter where i end up.

Lunchtime. had a craving for MEEPOKE. [ thats the way i pronounce it, they couldnt get it at first...] so went FJ. and the auntie said i said malay but look chinese??>,<

and then, alex and i said the same thing simultanously, when we asked Yiting whether she wan bubble tea. whahhah. or he was thinkin what i was sayin. or something like that.

same wavelength , man! hard to find friends like that. and yes, we are really on platonic terms.
and syazwan, when i asked u to movies, it does not mean i am askin U out. in ur dreams [ or nightmare, depending on how u look it] maybe, but i was askin the whole grp=) i hope we can get every1 out to have some fun b4 exams.

weelllllll, the highlight for the day was the ice kachang with chocolate ice cream and strawberry sauce. whahha. such a food manic i am. the only thing i am lookin is some1 special to share it with. that..........would be so cool............

today is the last day of sch. yah~!! but lets recap what happen through out the last few days i didnt pop by here.....

1)the award ceremony.
til now, i still dunno what i did to deserve it. honestly. i'm not active in CCA. i didnt win SIM competition. i am not the class rep. and the competions i participared isnt that many,.,,,,,,,,,
so i am still going HUH.,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

2)workin
got a new girl . and she used to work at BUrbeerRy! such a high class place. and she speak in a different manner, at least to my ears, in a far more polished way,( even though there is still singlish. whahahaha)

3)projects
the montage is finished, and its realllly nice to watch everyone's finished products. whaha.

4)VC called?
anyway, i was not home yesterday, at work mah. and my ma told mi that my female ;ecturer called. i am guessin its VC. and she like, told her what i was up to in sch and told to be proud of mi and the equilavent of that, ( JUST GUESSIN) whahaahahaha, and the bottomline is, my ma dun care what i do in sch as long as i dun turn BAD.

5) ex-sch mates
bump into my ex sch mates in NYP's FJ.i was eating my chicken cutlet and then i saw YF's bf, so i went to say hi. then he tell mi that WB was also there, so we made SMAll talk for a long time. as long as 2 min. its tortourous enuf.
one of them happen to be CY's ex. whahahahha. when i told her that i saw him, she went
" WHERE????? OMG <>

and yup, thats about it.
things to do
1) activate my debit card. DO not procastinate any longer.

2) organise my time table for the exams.
or else i might never study for it.

3)DO not snack! must watch my weight or else have to buy new clothes. *cry* not becoz i like the design, but coz i have to buy 'L'. *cry*

4)look for another job
i wanna be sales assisstant now. preferably in MJ or something. wan2 try somethin new. i have been in F&b for 2222 long.

down= = = =

as usual, the heels were killing mi even thou i feel good, knowing it makes mi taller, things girls suffer to look good., sigh, wish i am like yiting lor. legs so long. sigh sigh.

IP PPT~~~~: SSL was the one with the stern face. latha was the puala, smilin and noddin to put us at ease. well, the truth we didnt do too good. they dun even noe abt our product.

script and writing PPT: arshad entertain latha very well. i didnt have much to present for my part. coz i dunno how to expand on my point. disapppointed with myself! ArgggggggH. but, the high light was def kaidi's group.

Up= = =
they were so impressive!!!!!!!!!!!
they turned the whole thing into a oscar. whahha. what a original idea and a comedy show. really coool and entertaining.

and the acc test were given back. SO fast! and i think if i can do as good as this time round, i can make it a B for my final grade , after the disasterous first 2 icas. lets keep the fingers cross.

Surprise= = =
receive a sms to wear formal tml. for awards for SBM day., WHAT IS THAATTTTTT????
why mi? sounds like a good news, so i hope its a pleasant surprise even tho i have no idea what the hell it is.

and i was all prepared for not going to sch tml! dashed my hopes of sleepin late.=(