well, silly me didnt realize that the man who wrote the Pledge was alive until he died.

i am bad. i am sorry...

remenber how tabloids are supposed to take a softer angle towards even the hard news?? TNP came up with the Lovesick angle.

pretty cool. it really has appeal.

instead of just portrayin mr s rajaratnam as a man with ideas, it potrayed him as a man who was true to his love til the very end.

Mr S. Rajaratnam, who died at 90, has a Hungarian wife whom he courted durin the world war two days.

his wife died of pneumonia in 1989, and it is suffice to say he was effectively sufferin from a broken heart thereafter. they had no children... i wonder why.

he would sit in their bedroom, brooding, drowning in lonelines?? for what does it really feel to lose ur true love... forever? and never to find someone worthy as a replacement for you know she cant never, ever has someone to replace her.


not only mr s. rajaratnam who was such a example of everlastin love,


our previous president, was just as eat-love. Mr Ong Teng Chong, wrote hundreds of love letters to his wife and on the day before he died, he played on the piano, all the songs they had shared.


another previous president, Mr Wee Kim Wee kept a list of his wife's fav songs in a secret folder. and they were married for 69 years!!!


isnt so sweet. i wished i lived in the previous generations where people didnt have high divorce rates, who could stay faithful to each other even in the most turbulent times...



they proved true love do exist...

at least for politicians.

i am thinkin, i reallly should put in more effort in makin myself look more attractive and pretty.

to be more girly. enthusiatic in dollin up, rather than going out in my naked bland face.

just read a classic blog entry on xiaxue's blog entitled xiaxue=makeup. and thats y i think i should be investin in cosmetics. *WHAHAHAHA.

and dollin up aint just for the sake of appealin to the guys, for the guys aint the point. i duno, if u see a pretty face with life and radiance, you would feel better abt urself right??

she used test score as an analogy. if you know with make up you can score 90 points, why would you want to score just a passin rate?


so along with tryin to revamp my wardrobe, i have to stock up on new cosmetics! *wAHHAHahHAHA. ( another excuse for prolonged shoppin spree..! )



oh well, if only my vainess can outweigh my laziness...=P.

the end of our chalet!!

i spend less than 24 hours there and i am back here again, eager to record down my memories before i forget them.


we played pool for 2 hours and our game was reallllllllly slow, coz most of us were beginners. we played in pairs and i just pass on the harder shots to alex or syazwan, dependin who has the rotten luck to be pairin with me.

ok, i managed some self-considered tough shots ( !! ) which made me feel very proud of myself.

then we went to take some cheapo neoprint!

yup, neoprint! KK wont take coz he thinks his hair look ugly. so whatever, we had 4 of us crammed inside lor.

and then we had to wait HALF AN HOUR for the photos to come out!! omg, half an hour!!! if only that auntie opened tht machine earlier, we can get that piece of sticker out... then no need to wait le. but for $3, the result was satisfactory!


after that, we sat thru fab 4 and then Brokeback Mountian tryin not to sleep. the pace was a little too slow for us.

lol. us young silly teenage people couldnt totally appreciate all the pans and scenic shots. we wanted action!!!


well, my overall verdict never changed.
" Panting makes up most of the dialogue in this show." *luffs.

heard its ratin is r21. at the first hour, dun understand y it got such a tough ratin. after the entire show, began to understand le. the movie managed to influence the boys in an undesirable way!
* lufffs.


a beach walk and coffee talk session followed. and most of us were lured to sleep by DEUCE GIGOLO part 2. it isnt that funny. it couldnt keep mi awake... sigh.

and then the sun shone and we r all back to usual places in lifes!

oh yah, there is no BBQ, just pizza. this is the cleanest chalet i've ever been to.=)


and just wan to add this part in,

i love my life so very much!!!!!!!! currently in a contented state with what i have and do not have...

at least right now. *HAH*=)

i slacked the whole of yesterday in a kbox room with my best bud.

then her sis and friend joined us, coz a single kbox membership card cant have 2 room. so there was 4 of us in the end.


weellllll... i have to say her sis's voice is really unique. its high pitch and deep at the same time. so the voice is like, girlish and manly at the same time. i am impressed! *luffff.

ok whatever.


then i continued my shoppin spree in CWP for i decided to revamp my wardrobe. my cllothes are all so teenagy... i am sorta embarrassed that i still wear them ( unless i go work, dun wan to waste the beautiful stuff at those places. )

... i am already enterin my twenties !!!!

i just dyed my hairself, by myself, first time! ( OK.. with my mother's help.)

so i found out it wasnt that hard, with another pair of hands helpin u. this time round, my dye color was mahogany... not very obvious tho. so i will be choosin something damm bright and light next time round!=)


and i think i feel healthier ... like pre-exam-fever healthy.

i never felt happier. to be alive and healthy! so, what don't kill you, makes you stronger!!!! it will take another 5 years b4 i see the doc! WHAHahHAH.


i cant believe
American VP Cheny shot his friend in a huntin trip.i cant believe his name is DICK, too.



and there is super funny funnnnnnnny show in CH 5!
its called something-something- THE SKETCH SHOW, saturday 12.30 am. or is it 1 am?

anyway, i just happen to chance upon it, and its reallllllllllllllllly hilarious!


they spoof the astronauts, leavin him stranded on a rock coz he accidentally locked himself out of the sapce craft. WHAHAHAH. i cant help laughin as i recalled that scene.

and the friend who kept accidenttally talkin abt balls when his friend just lost one due to testicular cancer... to him.


and after talkin to my friend abt tv shows,its saddening to realize that there's quite a lot of funny programs that they only broadcast at the dead hours. like american dad. the sketch show. and the one with the safari animals...

damm, i just cant remember the names. and the show time for that matter.

once upon a time i take it for granted that promises are meant to be kept.

the people around me, indulged in me in that regard, kept up the farcade that promises are meant to be kept- they always keep their promises made to me.


now... i am just grateful (and even touched) to the few who still , like me, keep their promises, regardless how small it is.

and also now, trust is so hard to achieve.

yes, good things usually do not come in bundle.

but bad things do! as if they had given a 50 percent discount, they come with a buy-one-get-one(or even more) -free tag.


lets recap on my horrid uncharmed, unlcky life since after exam.

1-high fever forcing me to endure
1.1-super painful, tear-inducing headaches.
enoough said, i am just happy its over. and i strongly believe in what dont kill u, make u stronger after this.

2- skin infection.
2.1- painful sore, lucky it isnt big.

actually, this is the spine problem that i told u guys. the skin at the end of spine was infected with bacteria, then it become inflamed and grew a boil or sore...

so it was hard to walk. cant run. cant sit leaning back.

the doc says it is coz that that area was not clean. due to sweat etc... asked me if i was an active girl before he began his dainogsis.

well, i think its related to my fever. fever=sweat thru all the body, coz want to force the toxins out. then... KANA!!!!!!

3-Bad customers.
3.1 kana scold by them.

i guess when one is down, everything is down. i was actually scolded for not havin customer service. !!!!!!!! OMG! if that was true, u would have read it in the newspapers that i pour a bowl of spaghetti with HOT, BOILING tomatoe sauce on some idiot's head. BUT u didnt! means, i am not that bad!!!!

that pair of idiots came on V-day ( yes i spent v-day workin ), finished ordering, and had sat on their table. i just so unluckily had to walk pass them.

so they asked. "sorry, can i order a bowl of soup? "

me:" sorry sir, u cant order thru me. u have to join the queue..." and the queue was pretty long. too longg for a bowl of soup.

then they kicked up a fuss about how they r already customers, and how could u make them queue for soup.make them order again. that =lack of customer service.

i could easily shut them up, if i just ask them to think abt Macdonalds and pastamania which is known for self ordering anf seat seating.

pastamania is akin to mac, and not swensens' K??

do u after ordering, while waitin for ur food, expect the person cleanin near ur table , to help u order the ice cream cone and carry it to u in MACDONALDS?

the worst thing, jizette the supervisor, just gave in to avoid trouble. it just spoils my mood.

unreasonable , and firece customers always win. they noe the management will give in just to avoid trouble.

hate them.

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at least i have a very funny metrosexual friend there.

my sec sch mate! who happens to work there and has become quite a metrosexual!

yesterday, he asked me why my skin no pimples. and how to prevent pimples. those skincare topics. he even puts on moisturizer everyday ( ! ) for he goes out.

HAHAHAHAHHAHA. it tickles me that a guy is ... so girlish!!!!!!! so i shared with him my limited beauty tips and he seems really happy and enlightened.

*still hur-huringg...

oh well. what happen?

i failed my basic theory for the second time... .... that means, i am not signing up for the test for a third time anytime soon for now.

WHY? i hear you guys askin. HOW COULD SHE FAIL SOMETHING THAT PEOPLE DUN EVEN NEEED TO STUDY tO pASS ??


i think i noe. coz i still duno the ans for those lights questions. and there were more of those this time round.

i felt so horrible... that i had to cancel work.
that should signify how bad the illness was, considerin how high work is on my priority list.

and i had to cancel twice. =( but i cant go there and faint there, and create more trouble for them and myself.


but finally, after 3 days of internal war,i am like, 80% as good as brand new.

i have enough engergy to scold people again, as noted by my mother. coz i 'scolded' her... hHahhaha.

so it shall be the end of my depressing blog entries shredded in my sickness.( unless i take a sudden turn for the worse, but *CHOYYY )

and when i went to the doc, he managed to discover one interestin fact abt me..., so interesting that he was surprised too...



i hadnt been to the doc since 4 years ago in 2002.

i am waiting to see the doc. i CANT WAIT!!!! i cant wait to be given the medicine and be rid of my bloody headache and achiness.

i was a disaster for azhar. that bloody room was so cold. my head was burning hot while the rest of me was so cold that i could turn purple.

i feel so sad for myself. i wrote in such ugly handwriting that i am scared that azhar will deduct marks based on that. and my pen run out of ink. the second one almost did. so the ink was scratchy and barely visible...


and its suffice to say it's doomed to be the worst paper i ever done.


oh yah...


since i was too woozy( lazy) to walk, i took a bus home and was reminded why i hate takin buses in the first place.

i was dying to go home, but that bloody bus ride took so long coz the bus driver has to possess a super- duper- above- average kind soul who stopped for every single one even if he has to wait for 5 minutes.


and my pain is so bad that the tears could just fall on its own...


and i was wondering what could make me cry, why i hadnt done so over the past decade.




pain could. combined with self-misery.

yesterday i was feelin pretty happy, coz went on a mini spree at ebase where i got a reallly PLACID lookin cropped jacket among other things.

the bad thing was my card was declined and the good thing was kelly was there to help pay first... thank god! i had forgotten my card has not enuf funds... quite embarrassing.

well, at least i returned her the dough pronto.


when i returned back home,i experienced one of the worst headache ever. so bad, i could cry.


how could i study under this kind of condition? i took out the thermometer they gave us during the SARS period, and found out i had a 38.5 degree celcius fever.


i still has a 38+ temperature when i wake up. the splitting headache got worse... no mood to study le lah.

i asked alex shieh if i had a swollen bump at my ear, and he said yes, indeed there is a bump.

i asked him what did he think it could be?


" perhaps a cancerous lump? " evil, evil, evil alex for voicing what i feared most... CHOY!!!!!, it better not be! if not, u will be the first one i visit from beyong the grave.


so, i went to Guardain, and the auntie said its a sore coz i probably ate too much heaty stuff over the new year. thats a relief. althou it is a painful sore.



feel like going on a shoppin spreeee....!=)

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i was supposed to buy a new phone after the new year loot.

well... i went to the shop already, with my papa in tow, and i was so excited to see e730 retailin at $28!!!!!!! until i quickly read the fine print- with $200 trade in, and they even specified the models for trade in.


but whatever, my papa was willin to pay for me, and guess what happen?

" sorry miss, the model is out of stock." that salesperson told me after checkin the storeroom.

" you can get it at Compass Point though." he said after i requested him to check where got stock.

from woodland to sengkang? so ulu, my father didnt even how to drive there without consulting a map.

then i reached home, and my mother was like, " you didnt buy right? i knew it! such a fussy pot, where buy things so easily!"

i wasnt fussy! just that it was SOLD OUT! and the next best model was too ex for me.

it wasnt fated. so i shall wait. again.


so near yet so freakin far!