Thursday, January 26, 2006
yesterday marked the start of the last time my age will start with a '1'.
i didnt realize this til huien pointed this uselessly cool fact out to me. i am like, -.-, no diff to me.
i still go to sch, didnt pon class, present lousily, spoilt my beaded belt,say wrong things and failed my basic theory test. (which i will retake in 2 weeks' time) and attended the installation like everyone else.
OH whatever.
the ateam sang me a birthday song.
S.U bought me a chocolate cake and i took thrice to blow out all the candles. and then, they pushed my face into 1/5 of the cake. which we subsequently divided to give to people. so yah, some people ate cake with traces of my sweat and make up in it.
i wonder if its delicious???
and well, i didnt got a lot of presents, but its enough! they gave such big, bulky presents!!!! so hard to carry!!!! and it got so heavy after everything added up and i almost got stuck in the MRT barrier and Bus entrance/exit.
i looked comical. i even feel comical.
and then, just now didnt turn out so great, did it? it felt lousy for my part . to think , i was lookin forward to it.why is that the case?
i guess i really sucks at EQ. if u has seen my reaction ... ... u definately would have LOL.
sigh, i cant help feelin that i felt the way i did coz i was selfish. i dun like to share with any1 for any1's time or attention ... ... it compromises on the quality time for me to play catch up. AAaaARRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHH. whatever.
and i take time to warm up to people. esp total strangers whom i will neveeer see again. no point in makin effort to remenber the names.
so... what did i do? run away. alone. felt better on my own than with a bunch people i am not comfortable with. i dun intrude ur space and u dun intrude mine.
Your EQ is |
153 50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. |
weelll. i am shocked. i am NOT a dirty liar. ehhh. i guess i noe what are the right things to do. just whether i feel its worth doing it or not... ...=)