Sunday, December 18, 2005
i am so pissed.
went to work but found out they canceled my schedule WITHOUT informing me. like helLLLLOOoooo??? how am i supposed to know that i should call back and check when there is a space of 5 non-workin days? when i had absolutely no idea that schedule could possibly change without phone calls?
realllly feeel that that place is screwed up. if it happens one more time, i am so leaving there. wasted my trip there.
i was so pissed off that i ...
treated myself to the peanut butter kit kat bar which i so wanted to try but kept resisting the urge during sch term. AND the CLUB hazel-nut chocolate bar which is intended for next day or whatever. but now, 4 hours later, both are consumed in a fit of anger and i feelin kinda sick and queasy from the overload of chocolates.
HAaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. there go plans of dieting and moderation. moderation do not include 2 chocolate bars with ONE day! hHHHaAAiiiiiiiiiiiii. look what that stupid incident did to me.
at least i ascertained2 things abt myself.
chocolates pacify my anger.
and i do binge eating. *SHIT! waistline screams CRISIS CRISIS!!
i guess with the holiday startin , i can expect myself to sit in front of the comp and just blog abt useless things and getting comments like "u just let ur brain die naturally..." while others are off doing greater good.
WHATEVER* *roolllls eyes.