Thursday, December 22, 2005
as usual, i had to wait like, ten minutes before HCY appeared. the day started on what is a wrong note... but i am no longer the same old rigid me, cause i had learnt to Let Go When People Are Late.
(i was reallllllllly strict with my friends when meeting me back in sec sch... i suggested there be forfiets if they were like more than 5 min late...)
anyway, finally went to K those new songs together with YS. fish leong's new songs SO SO hard to hit the right note! esp Silk Road. damm nice to listen but damm hard to sing. i must have spoilt the song horribly. on the other hand, A perfect day is SooO easy to sing! whAhAHha. and we had a idea! next time we go Kbox, have a nineties theme. can only choose those old songs. sure very shoiiick one! whahahahaHa.
then it was plain hanging out and shopping/ window shopping for the next few hours. the tortures of shopping for xmas presents...
sadly, my day hanging out with my oldest best friend ended on a low note coz of my big mouth *what else?=(
she believed some teenager who was Most Probably doing a holiday job as a surveyor when he said he is 17 and doing the surveys for his business research when she asked whats the research for.
she turned to me and told me what he said and said its impressive or something along that line.
my first reaction??? i told her, with my disbelief and incredulousness and a little bit of shock shown on my face openly : "Oh my god, and you actually believe him? Are you really that stupid??" even i know i sounded mean after all the words came out.
of course, she got offended and pissed. " I do not think believing what people tell me is "stupid "..." she said. so i immediately tried to back track and said, yah, of cause u can think its not stupid... i didnt mean to say u r stupid but the Action is! at least to me...
and we left the issue halfway when her friend appeared for their dinner date later.
i do realize i am at fault. i hate making people upset. so go ahead blame me. but still, i dun apologize for thinking the way i did. cause i can bet with my grades that that jerk was lying and he will never start his "business" because i did those exact surveys 3 times before. most importantly, i wont apologize if i think i am right.
bet u did those surveys before too, if u were kind hearted enough to stop for them. the type that ask how much you wanna earn in a month, are you currently workin etc, and the usual demographic questions.
i STILL think its stupid to believe people so easily.esp strangers. (despite i gotten my friend mad at me coz my rash comments.) guess i am a cynic. but how can anyone just take everything and anyone at face value? i dunno how to give out my trust so easily...
and maybe its not stupid to u, but words like trusting, innocent, gullible and perhaps naiive apply better in this situation.
but it is to me. not trying to whitewash my comments here but can we just accept that we have different opinions and leave it at that?