Friday, November 18, 2005
been losing it quite often nowadays.
'it' being self-control.
hahahaha... what did u think 'it' was?
told myself dun get the hopes up. told myself dun even start to assume. told myself dun let loose those sarcastic speech.told myself to endure my naggy mother...
but i didnt succeed of course.
i am now guilt ridden. i should turn vegetarian to ji-de ( accumulate good karma ).
but its impossible. i still have to go home to eat my darlin mother's homecooked meal which has loads of animal protein.
note to self: stop procastinating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!