Tuesday, November 22, 2005
i never dread school before. but now, of course, i am startin to feel more than dread. i am close to being afraid of it.
dammm... gotta get a grip of my almost-phobia.
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i guess i am guilty of spoiling the friendship between the 2 persons in a way.
but he made his choice, all i said was my opinion... but actually i think things are not that bad. the guy better buck up and stop digging his grave further. in the meantime, i shall just mind my own business.
tml is the FuN and Splash. i hope it RAINS. and THUNDERS and LIghtNings.
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my father is so cute. first time i think he has a sense of humour which is alive. first time he made me laugh. MY FATHER MADE ME LAUGH!!! in like, the first time since i hit teenage-hood.
i think i really take after him. i got so many of his (un)desirable traits, as proclaimed by my mother upteem times. i like to tell my mother that its a good sign, coz it means i am theirs and not some bastard's.
i wish some1 would take a pic of me and my father watchin tv. i think we both sit in the same way lah. legs propped on the table, half leaning- half sitting.
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my mother gone NUTTY!!!!!!!!!! she is preparing us for a world without her. she think she gonna drop dead anytime. like, seriously. why is she so berserk? if she really think that, y cant she get a doc.( tellin me u ache aint helpin things.)
she is too young to die. i still wan my mama. very much. despite all my grivences.
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i told yiting that i think she might go with KWWW coz KWWW can make her luff. she made a face. but accepted my philosophy made a little sense( to her).
to guys out there. here is a good sign to know whether a girl like u or not.
she luffs at ur joke NO MATTER HOW UNFUNNY IT IS.
ok? pls remember it. if she does not luff at ANY OF UR UNFUNNY jokes, pls leave her alone. DUN make a ass outta ur self. and make her dislike u even more.