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Sunday, October 16, 2005

i have so much time on hand, i feel quite guilty for wasting them. for, i always believe that time is precious...

anyway, due to the ridiculousy large amt of time i have on my hand, time has made mi realize what my heart really wants.

no, it is not money and to be rich.

it is not even THE perfect boyfriend.

and i dun even care abt grades that much.

wat i really want is NOT TO GROW UP.

yup. i want to stay like a child, lead a child-like life as long as possible.

its so CAREFREE and i am not bothered by anything except school and TV and playtime. i dun wan to think about employment or carreer, transportation costs, road taxes, rising petrol/electricity bills, etc etc...

all the money issues that the grown ups face.

today my brother has gone to most probably , purchase a car. i sighed. i really think his job and our family cant really afford a car, no matter how low the price has dropped. i mean. only my father work. their combined salary for a month isnt even near.... the cost of one tiffany ring. or 5 burberry white coats. or errrr.....2500 hamburgers.

but a car is what brother had really wanted ever since he broke up with his ex. he didnt even want a new gf. he wanted a car. ehhh... he said he rather "feed" his car than feed a gf. i guess i can sorta understand.

coz, no matter what happens, how good or bad u treat ur car, ur car cant dump u. ONLY you can dump ur car and upgrade it anytime u wan. but when it comes to gf, no matter how good u r to her, u still have a risk of kana dump, whether u r mentally prepared or not.

so sad right.

maybe with a car, my brother will suddenly be more attractive to those girls out there. i can just imagine them, eyes sparkling and all flitatious like, in those fluffy soap opera..... yuck!!!!! what kind of sis in law will i end up with?????????????

which remind mi, ,my brother kinda said he doesnt mind not gettin married. WHAHAHAHA.

12:14 PM

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