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Friday, August 12, 2005

of course i am here to say how glad i am for the exams to be over.. .. ..

but this is also first time that when i take exams, i forgot to bring my brain to the exam seat with me.

and only durin the one exam when the lecturer was rapheal lee.

can u stab my heart all over again and do it front and back? the expectations was to ace it instead of getting the 2 whole questions screwed and WRONG.

so disappointed in my self!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes, its over... ... but i just cant get over it. the worst paper that i gone thru was the one with ALL the tips. it made me lose sleep. its the first and last thing i think of...

this proves that tips have no use should ur brain decide to vacate earlier than usual and leave ur heart broken.

and , i forgo the "celebration" dinnner with the gang, and... ... went to drama!!!!!!!!!!! very yucks LAH. had to slack for 2 hours b4 anything started.

just a dry run which begin well. there is some nice game and lots of laughter... but it ended badly.
they made us sit in the stadium, blind-folded, waiting for instructions. sit til my butt ache. i am sure others felt the same way too.

YUCK!!!!!

so completely, utterly useless ,can? there is no objective in this game except to make my blood boil in the cold cold night!

and it was the last game before i would ran away back to home. i was so FREAKIN worried that i would miss the last train home or something.

being blind folded is not fun. even though i am already used to being half blind. i dun like the feelin of not knowin and have in to be dependent on someone ... ... or ANYone , actually. and sense of orientation, sense of time, also dun have.

so when u lose the sense of sight, u not only lose the ability to see, but also
1) the ability to tell time
2)the ability to tell direction
3)to be self-reliant
4)the sense of security... ...

hm, suddenly i feel more at peace with myself. i have come to terms with the disappointing letdown which felt like a calamity hours ago. i woke up at 9 am despite i have nothing on later.
i am lying. i will be going to the stupid drama camp.

9:16 AM

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