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Saturday, July 02, 2005

i am too analytical. whatever people do , i always assume there is gonna be a motive tht the person is trying to achieve. i mean, if there is nothing to achieve , then why should we bother doing anything in the first place?

there is always a reason behind what we do.

perhaps it is to achieve a sense of feel-good. my point is, whatever we do , there IS A MOTIVE OR PURPOSE.

and so/.

i just want to say. I HATE IT WHEN GUYS ARE ACTING WEIRD TO ME.

sigh. i hate it. the analytical mi will zoom into Action. they try to ask mi out to "Drink" or "See movie", with no1 else's name mentioned. Or there is the truckloads of underserved, un- called-for compliments......thats when i over-think stuff i guess.

i wish they would just come clean. TELL MI . i rather know. i rather not guess.

and i know for certain, R is a CMI. i know, because he behaved like my EX!@!!!!!!!!!!! how creeeppy is that? or maybe its the universal behavoir of lame-guys??? lol. i really dunno. really hope i dun need to face him ever again. he is like, so persistent lah. but i wonder how much is sincerity.

S said to woo mi, u need expensive dinners and gifts. lol. true, true to a certain extent.but most importantly, i am looking for sincerity. to show sincerity, u have to show that you are determined and serious abt mi. means, if at first u dun succeed, must try again.(alliyah's try agian, lyrics.) then hopefully, i will be moved and touched and persuaded by how true u r to mi and i will ask to be with you and live happily, crazily- in- love , ever after.

snd hopefully, by the time my heart softens, i have acquired enough experience of high class dinners and truckloads of expensive giFts..........

!!!!!!!mUahAhAHAaHaHaHa!!!!!!!!

10:28 PM

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