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Monday, June 20, 2005

my 2 weeks of holiday and already, one has gone.
how time flies regardless whether it had been fun or not.)=

there is only 6 days left.
of which i will be working on 3 days.
going to sch for project for 1 day.( or more )
going to sch for CCA for 1 day.
going to go shopping or beach or anywhere for the sheer pleasure o f it.............................

............................... when? when? when can i go beach and unwind and destress and JUST HAVE SOME FREAKING FUN????!!!

when the sad truth is, i have no friends to go out with mi.

there! i admit it. i am just a loser whose schedule cant fit into any one else's. sigh.

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this morning during work, i ask my supervisor if there any meaning in what she was doing.
she said: " no leh. there is like, no meaning in life." with no ounce of regret.

sigh, have we become like rats who just work and work and dunno what is the purpose of enjoying living?

i am only 18 and already , i fear that when i die, i had lived and accomplish NOTHING and just graduated into the past tense. but if i think abt the meanin of purpose of MY life, i cant come up with any ans.

meaning to say.
i am aimless in my life right now.

how sad is that?
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and my love life. or the lack of it.

i told roy that if he can stay smoke- freee for 3 months...
i will CONSIDER GIVING HIM A CHANCE.

when the 3 months come and gone, i wonder will i really accept him.

at this point of time,. i am thinkin NOT. and if i dont. y do i even bother askin him to go thru all this?

that night, i look at him, look at his eyes and i know i dont like him.
and i told him that.

so once again., i played the bad guy and just told him straight out I DONT LIKE YOU>,<.
and ................yah, he gave the crap about give-mi-a-chance-to-prove-you-wrong , how-can-you-reject-mi-without-really-knowing-mi............. so whatever. between my 5 projects and going shopping, i have no extra energy to deal with a maths problem which i dunno how to solve.

my new found method of losing weight.

Dont buy food!!!!!!! whahahah.. this is THE Great Singapore Sale anyway. can use the money to buy the things.

so far, i have some conquests such as
1)Body Shop lip gloss. $9.90. Usual price $19.90
2)Body Shop Strawberry (!!) lotion $9.90 U.p$15.90
3)S & K pants. $25 U.p...dunno, $30?
4)Tank Top, brandless $10
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soon to buy.....
5)2 S & K T-shirts. $18

MAybe will buy
6)bag for sch use . budget:15
7) shoes for sch use, budget 15.

if i buy everything, i will spend
9.90 +9.90 +25 +10 +18+30 =87.80

wow. hahaha. but i spend til like, very shiock like dat, lol. and STILL never hit hundred.lol.

and i will continue to spend. coz will be going shopping soOOOn. ^.^

Not a lot laH.^_^

5:53 PM

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