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Monday, April 11, 2005

NO ZEN MICRO FOR MI.............

its a sign. its not fated. how could that persOn choose to quit? y Now? y not one week later??
it could have make a difference............

just as well, i couldnt really afford it at this point of time anyway.

oh. i dont like the new NewPaper. there isnt really hard news. i mean, its A NEWSPAPER. a newspaper is SUPPOSED to carrry hard news even though the new paper is a featured news kind of paper.....

i think the new format sucks. NO good.
nothing is good except classifieds.

the tv guide is so small, its only half of whats it used to be and cluttered with the ads. jeezzzzzzzzzzz. Y? how to see?
dont they noe the tv guide is very important to people to mi?? its the one of the few pages i read! [ after the startin of HEY! pages. ]

and the good thing? [ i am not sOoO prejudiced 1. i am an objective persOn.]
the good thing is they managed to wendy watever-the-surname the super -bloggerto be a colummnist.

and the latest article she wrote is that
do singaporeans buy ME shirts to be different or the same when ME is really supposed to signify one's individuality. how individual can one get when u see people rangin rom teenagers ragin with testosterone to aunties lackin oestrogen wearin the same thing???

and i think she make sense. she also said every singaporean young female is skinny [ or want to be skinny ] and rebonded , wear a tank top and jeans.

no1 is adventourous enough to try something in case people stare.

she didnt condemm these people. she ended with " pass the tank top to mi please" to imply, she is just like them............

i guess i fall under the catergory people she writing about.
i always dressed sloppy coz i am lazy and dun see any need to doll up or seek attention.
and the real reason is i am lazy. afterall, which girl doesnt like to be all dolled up? [ maybe i should get a personal image consultant...]

i wear t shirts and jeans. NOt even a tank.

and i am rebonded. [althou i am thinkin that when i cut finish all the robonded parts, i wanna curl it.......]

so, its like, i am just one of the clones out there. where is my individuality??????????
haha, and i always think that individuality is very very important.

maybe i should start payin more attention to how i dress?
lol. god, i dread the thought even now. i cant imagine myself like maxine starin at my reflection, puttin on makeup every single day! [ in fact, puttin contact lens also make mi sick, i am thinkin of switchin to specs totally. not because of BSA. its for my self. contact lens aint good for the eyes at all. and i wan people to see how ugly i am with spec. then if they still wan friends with mi , thats means they accpet the real mi......eh, i am thinkin too much.]

but should there be a need to be different just for the sake of being different. we r all already different to start with.

omg. i am confusin myself. i dunno whats the point of mi writin this...................

9:30 AM

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