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Monday, April 11, 2005

i was talkin to my old friend. just now. still am, actually, on MSN.

anyway, he is a mega smart persOn whom i had a thing for way way way way lOooOng ago.
there, i shall admit this horrific mistake of my young heart ages ago.lol. it got fooled under his pretense of a intelligent and funny persona.
he is now in a unversity.

anyway.
its becoz he is such a freakin smart and witty person that i started to develop a crush on him. he could always make mi laugh out loud. [i guess i just have a thing for smart people???/ the only previous bf i had was also super smart. in the Uni also leh.....which i will never make it.]

and he is just as sarcastic toward mi as i am towards him. outwardly, he is always critising mi, lookin down on mi. [ and i guess inwardly......its still the same way.....] and we are always havin this competition to see who can do better.

and really, man. he likes to attack my self esteem and confidence. its a very funny thing to him when i get mad and cross and upset coz i always try my best not to let it show that he is gettin to mi with what he said. at least not in front of him.

and the things he attack r always so superficial!!!!!!!!
ie
1) my flat face [ i am sorry i dun have a sharp nose. big defined eyes like some movie stars with exceptionally good genes. i just have the flat chinese/ korean Look.]

2) my hair which lack volume. [ really?! wat do guys noe abt hair? jeez. i so dun need this. and i have thick hair! how can thick hair lack volume ? he seem to think i have little hair on top of my head for some reason.......]

3]my chest which lack development.[ i cant help it. *sobs* i am not khariyah. and i didnt noe abt papayas til it was 2 late.....]

but i always attack right back at him. just as mercilessly.
which would result in verbal sparrin session. which is apparently very hilarious to onlookers.

and i always feel happy when i have to a super acidic one liners to ans his questions. its llike, SCORE ONE FOR EVE!!! * !!!!.....applause ....!!!*

but we always ends the whole sparrin session on a friendly note.

...> our friendship is still intact. which is a miracle man. lol.

so this teaches mi [most ] guys r all super-superficial.

therefore, findin some1 who could accept my biggest 3 outwardly liabilties is so superhard!
and i dun1 any1 to like mi just coz he happens to thinks i am cute.
[ i am not. i personally think i am NOT cute.]

but back to this guy.
now that my crush is over , [ it was over the moment i realize he is tat superficial ] we do have this kind of solid friendship. at least, i would like to think it is solid.

and friendships like ours are hard to forge. yup yup.
haha, i am freakin lucky. after all, i really did learn a lot from him.

10:10 AM

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