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Thursday, March 24, 2005

its kinda sad actually. i saw this ad on Discovery Channel.

it said;" we all noe trees are here becoz they provide oxygen for the animals. the whale cant live with plankon, the birds are to help pollinate the flowers........ but what about us humans?????"

yah. what is the purpose of humans in the world.? what has we contributed to this world except accelerated the pace of its destruction?

can u imagine a earth without humans? i can.[ in fact , mother earth would be better off without us]
can u imagine a earth without tress? i cant. this earth cant survive with out trees!!!! so this effectively means that we r less important to the earth than a bunch of trees.......

which leads to my question which is buggin mi.......why r we here???????? we shouldnt we stay at monkeys? monkeys have SIMPLER life. [eg; no IP crimes, or cash strapped problems......]

everything that we do, only changes the natural landscape, and only benefit us, the human race. AND no1 else.So, tell mi, what is our usefulness to this earth? seriously, i really cant come up with one thing that is useful for the earth and not sendin it to doomsday.

and then, got one programme said that every life form on this planet will continue to evolve. we r essentially a product of evolution after millions of years. and who knows after another 1000 years , the human would evolve to become what. maybe we will live in the sky and airplane is the equivalent of cars?

anyway, if i am planet earth, the enemy i am definately most afraid is not some comet comin to wreak at mi, but is the disgustin race of human, who is greedy and foolish and likes to regret too late.

like, we only try to save the planet after knowin we have li-yong it tOO much. its our own fault we have to be drowned by the meltin ice caps. we reap what we sow.............................

i am feelin fustrated noW.
why?>

i missed the call from the roadshow people. i missed the call. HOw could i mISs that ImportANt CALL????? its that samsung phone which ringin voLumes i s dAMM freakIng soft , it makes mi have missed calls all the time.

and then i ask my mom whether any unknown people called for mi.
well, guess what., they did!!!!!!!!!!!!! and what did my ma told them? i was WORKING. my god. then they know i was lyin when i said i had nothin to do for my hols. feel like my bashin my head.

so what else makes mi wanna bang my head?[ besides the missed opp at the better job....]
1- suddenly have a urge to buy MP3. die. have to spend again. but i dun need ipod. i just need some nice unknown brand.

2-office politics. i am not invloved. but still, i hate knowin the conflicts. sigh.

3-my mother. besides the boo-boo which she made. which is my fault.i noe. she is also super sNoopy!!!!!!!!!!! i hate it when she peeks at my brother's journal. its supposed to be private!!!!!!! lucky she dun understand english.

4- the OGL camp VS my messy days. sigh. how? How? HOW???????????

aHHHHHHHHHHHHH...............

lemme just bang my head agianst the wall

better yet

....

lemme just vanish into thin air. since i have no purpose in this earth. except to help destroy it faster. sighhhhhhhhh. i am gettin depressin.2 depressin for my own good.

8:09 AM

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